I can understand you and I'll agree....
I hope you'll find this girl - for me too!
Sincerely
Diaperlover
[quote name='SOUNDBOY' date='29 July 2011 - 12:58 AM' timestamp='1311897498' post='369112']
Oh brothers and sisters!
Why is it that, with an internet full of perversions at our disposal, our minds keep pestering us with ever more extreme stuff that we just can't find? It's like catch 22. Just when you think you've found something that hithero (is that a word?) you thought was so perverted that you'd never find it - it turns out your sexuality just shifts gears and makes you want something even more elusive.
I remember growing up. All I wanted to see was a girl peeing. Big deal, huh? Well, it was for me. Couldn't ask friends about stuff like that, could I? Of course not! It's "weird". But no sooner had I seen girls peeing, I wanted more. And I got it. Thanks to the internet. I got more and more and for some time I thought I got it all. Even stuff I wasn't into. I had seen it. I felt like a gourmet of porn - traveling the world for exquisite tastes prepared in foreign kitchens and thought up by stranger's minds. Maybe I overate a bit, but I became satisfied.
Then I got caught up again. Mainstream porn didn't deliver. Like any form of art, mainstream just isn't enough. Not when you're into it. Seriously into it. And I believe we here all are, at least after spending some time "on board". So I turned to amateurs and semi professionals. Because, hey, their in it for the fun, not for the money. So they do stuff that doesn't sell a lot of copies but gets their rocks off. Even if it's stuff that most people wouldn't do or would only do for a lot of cash, drugs or because they're being forced into it.
I'm sick of seeing performers doing their circus stunts. I want people I can understand again. People I can relate to. Not fleshbots. Because, if I keep looking at fleshbots, fancy though they may look, I'll keep demanding more.
Right now, I've reached a point in my porn life where I want to see nothing more than a girl taking a shit, shoving the turd into her vagina and finally getting fucked. Allow me to specify (just in case someone thinks: hey, I know just the video to help this guy out). The sort of scene I have in mind is very much like one of those Fistinchen did where she takes a dump on a bed, inserts the (pretty solid, important! none of that semi liquid shit, please) turd and goes into the kitchen for a smoke. The problem for me is, that she ends up spreading all that shit over her body. Maybe that's what most people want to see but not me. I want to see her get fucked. Into her vagina. With the shit inside. Don't ask why. I don't know.
Now, I don't want to claim that I've done everything possible to find just such a video. Maybe there are even specialized forums out there. I don't know. But the fact is that this elusive turd-bird (harhar) I'm hunting for is only as pretty as it is rare. The moment I find it the hunt for something new will be on again. And I fear what will come next. I can't imagine it but it can't be good. The stuff I want to see even now is not good for health (not to mention vaginal odor, *yeeks*) or something I'd ask my partner to do. It's just something I want like the spoiled brat the internet has helped me be.
I'm sorry for rambling. It's late and I only now come to realize that maybe the point I wanted to make isn't half as intellectual or observant as I thought it would be when I started writing this. There's more I'd like to go on about - like how the life's of people in porn are really much more interresting than the porn they shoot. Or how I'd love to know what happened to such talented women as Betty, Mila or any girl that ever fucked a dog on camera. No, I don't mean the internet rumors. I mean what REALLY happened to them. Or how awesome Belladonna is when she talks about all that cosmic health bull shit she's into. I mean it! But I guess that will have to wait for another day.
For now, allow me to end my little essay on "hard turd in vagina and getting fucked into it" with a hypothesis and a wish. My hypothesis is that as we grow our expectations towards porn grow too. We'll either keep hunting for the turd-bird or we'll start stalking Bodil Joensen. If by the grace of god, who probably jerks it to fallen angels playing the organ in d-minor, the internet should provide for our needs: halleluja! If not: bummer.
So like Crom to Conan, grant me one wish: Grant me turd-bird!
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