DuckyShine

I would totally agree with you guys if we were talking about shoving the occasional finger or small butt plug in there but once you get to our scale of things (2 fists, large toys, bottles, prolapsing etc) it will freak a lot of people out. Worst of all my GF has been between jobs and I've been working home office for the past 2 months so I'm just now reading your replies and I've not had a single chance to play with my ass over the past 2 weeks. At least I found a solution to the hand smell problem - disposable gloves. We have plenty of those around as my gf uses them when dying her hair and cleaning with strong detergents.

I'm writing this because I live in a situation that does not allow me to play with my ass freely. A ) I live in the same house as my parents. B ) I got a girlfriend 4 months ago and she has no idea about my fetish. I know she would not approve of it and might even leave me because she's been adamant about her ass being a one way street and not being interested in anal at all. So from my circumstances I found myself in a bit of a situation. When my GF moved in I had to throw away my lube powder and my neat collection of bottles ( I couldn't use real toys because of my parents living with me). However in the last month I've made more progress destroying my ass than I ever had. I've got the makings of a rosebutt and have doubled the diameter my ass can accomodate. So here's my guide to concealed anal play: 1.Since there is no time for clean ups the best answer to cleaning your dirty pooper is fiber. Psyllium husks to be exact. I drink 3 tablespoons of the stuff per day before every meal. This quite frankly is good advice even for non-anal players that just find themselves having messy shits. I used to eat very little to no fibre and I was wiping and wiping ( thank god I wasn't opposed to fingering my asshole otherwise I would've never been able to clean it). Taking husks 3 times a day results in clean and large bowel movements after which I'm pretty much good to go (there is still some mess but very little). 2.Self-fisting and toying with shampoo bottles during showers is how I've kept my ass destroyed through these last 4 months. I go in the shower and I use spit as lube ( I know not ideal but works for me) and i start placing my fingers in my asshole one by one and stretching my hand inside me like a speculum. This makes my ass stretch really well in a matter of 4-5 minutes and I'm ready to proceed with the bottles. On the rare occasion when my hand gets very shitty/ I feel large chunks in there I just stop as its simply not my day. If the coast is clear I start using large 400-500ml shampoo bottles ( luckily my GF uses cyllindrical shampoos and they are absolutely perfect). I tend to use 2 bottles - 2.5 inches to start with and around 3 inches to finish. 3. My biggest issue so far is that the bathroom has some leftover odours after I'm done. The drops of spit mixed with a little bit of shit can be stubborn to remove even from tiles and even though I rinse the bathroom floor thoroughly sometimes the stench lingers for a few hours (but nobody really bats an eye cuz they think I just took a massive shit). I wash my GF's bottles with their own shampoo contents and they smell like new , however getting my hand to stop smelling like mucus/shit is the hardest part. The smell goes away on its own after a few hours so I just avoid getting my hand close to people's faces in the meantime. So yeah.. my asshole's never been looser and there's a certain thrill associated with knowing that I'm hiding a pretty huge fetish from everyone in the house. Only 2 things left to do is to convince my girlfriend to buy a larger shampoo bottle and find a way to reliably get the smell of ass out of my hand and bathroom. Thank you for listening to my TED talk.

It took me quite a long time to stop freaking out about blood and I realized after extensive research that this is just part of life for a lot of us. I've seen multiple posts (including my own) of people freaking out about anal fissures and asking about how they can heal them and stop bleeding when using large toys/fists. The thing is this is just a normal result of overstretching any tissue - it tears. Granted there are some people with more elastic skin that don't have this problem but if you look at the resting assholes of most hardcore players you'd see a lot of droopy loose skin. Why? Because that's scar tissue resulting from multiple tears. That's simply how the anus grows to those extreme sizes, by breaking down tissue and letting it heal looser in the form of scar tissue. DISCLAIMER: IT'S CRUCIAL TO KNOW WHERE THE BLOOD IS COMING FROM. I'M STRICTLY TALKING ABOUT FISSURE BLOOD. IF YOU'VE PUNCTURED YOUR COLON THAT'S A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AND VERY SERIOUS ISSUE. After that important disclaimer is done let me get to the point - my biggest "growth spurts" have come from pushing the limits of width my anus can take resulting in sometimes multiple small tears and what looks like a lot of blood but it's actually little blood mixed with lube. After I'm done playing a few minutes later the wounds of the micro tears start healing and there's no more blood in sight. If you were to stop and take 2-3 week breaks like I was instructed after every instance of blood you see you'd slow your progress down by years IMO. That's just my 2 cents, please join in and tell me where I'm wrong and what has your experience been like.

This is not going to be the most exciting story in the world but for me it was absolutely thrilling. So let me preface that I'm living with family (it's normal where I live don't judge me please) and I've had to hide my anal addiction forever. Needless to say if it was ever found out I'd be exhiled as gay and my family would be extremely distraught due to the stigma and homophobia in eastern Europe. This challenge has led me to jump all sorts of hoops when playing with my ass - I can not have any toys, I can not have lube in obvious places around the house etc. So my solution was using bottles - vitamin bottles, vape bottles, all kinds of small bottles. It's the perfect disguise as I vape (actually I quit but I still pretend that I do) and nobody ever questions the exorbitant amount of bottles in my drawers. I even have powdered lube that's disguised as a "vape cleaner" (which doesn't actually exist but boomers don't know that). The issue is that I have extremely limited time to play - my work schedule is on US time so I'm working during the night and basically I'm asleep when the house is empty during the day and my family go to work. So usually I have a small period of 2-3 hours to play in the morning right when they go to work. Due to all this and a nasty anal fissure that I've had seemingly all my life I've not been able to progress as much as I wanted to. I was stuck on a bottle with 3.5cm diameter, basically imagine a nice thick dick size - that was what I was capable of. But this morning after browsing a bunch of prolapsed anuses on twitter something possessed me. Thing is I don't have a bottle that's slightly larger than 3.5cm in diameter, my next smallest bottle is a whopping 6.5cm. Needless to say I've never been able to pop it in, it has been tremendously difficult and my fissure has not helped. So.. I got creative. I needed to have maximum lube and maximum leverage to achieve this doubling. And I had the greatest engineering idea of our lifetime - put the bottle on a plunger and use that whole contraption as a seat. Illustration: https://ibb.co/LtCz6Lh I know.. this is getting quite comedic. BUT IT WORKED!!! I pushed my ass hard on the plunger/bottle contraption and the bottle popped in. Once it happened the first time it was no-holds-barred from there. I didn't even need the plunger anymore, the bottle started sliding in and out of my ass. This was the most thrilling anal experience I have ever had, I've never ever felt this full. I even tried pushing as hard as I can while holding the bottle inside me and I swear I could feel my gut slightly sliding down. My next goal is a 0.5L bottle that has a diameter of around 7-7.5cm depending on the bottle, and this will open the door to all sorts of different shapes and grooves as it is a more standard size. I know it's not a standard stretching lifestyle and maybe it's not the hottest story in the world, but there's something about the challenge of getting "cunted out" in plain sight that gets me hard every time. Thoughts?

When I started playing I was just like you - not using lube, mostly using my spit. In the long term it just does not work. You'll get sore easier and you won't be able to go up in size nearly as quickly unless you have insane pain tolerance and even then you're bound to tear your ass up. I've got a fissure that bleeds and stings slightly every time I play and I promise you it's not a great feeling especially if you wanna play with a partner that gets freaked out by blood. Do yourself a favor and buy some lube, if you're living with people that don't know about your kink there's powdered lube (plenty of brands) that dissolves in water and you can always peel off the label from the lube so people don't know what it is. I do get sore after playing especially when I'm pushing the envelope hard and going at my limit. But unfortunately most of the time that's the only way to go up in size. Just like you get sore when you're lifting at your limit at the gym. One thing I don't think is a good idea is using numbing creams. There have been threads on here about all sorts of stuff that numbs your asshole but I think that's both dangerous in a chemical sense - in the long term those numbing creams can damage the nerve endings and also dangerous in the physical sense. If you mute your body's signals you won't know when to stop.

https://twitter.com/i/status/1642603107895975936 Here's an example I was watching today. Love me a ruined hole and a bottom that can use his ass muscles to push and pull the top's dick. edit: I didn't read the parent comment in the thread. It was meant to be "except anal". My horny ass can't read sometimes.

It's not a specific "genre" more of a specific type of fucking. Tops fucking bottoms with loose holes that keep pushing during the entire fuck and their prolapse starts showing just outside their hole and cushions the dick. Back in the day my favorite was women with meaty pussies / pumped pussies getting fucked by massive dicks. I guess you could say I have a fetish for lips that grip. Even when I'm fucking myself I love to keep pushing while the toy is in and feel my loose lips with my fingers enveloping the toy.

For me the best anal experiences have come when I've not ejaculated in days. I remember my most intense orgasm was when I hadn't jerked off for almost 2 weeks. Just putting lube on my ass made me pre-cum like crazy and then with just a few strokes I came a bucket full in seconds. It's incredibly difficult for me not to touch my penis but I think that going anal-only and having orgasms is possible as long as you resist the urge for long enough. Let's not forget people have orgasms in their sleep without even touching themselves so intense anal stimulation after not ejaculating for a few weeks/ month seems like a surified way to have an orgasm.

Oh boy I've seen so many doctors talk about prolapse in this way, prime offender being Dr Drew. He's always talking about how prolapsing cuts blood circulation and is "deadly". What he doesn't take into account is that he's referring to the medical version of prolapsing where the patient's anus is not stretched like ours are and it pinches the rectum which creates blood circulation stoppage and necrosis. In our case the biggest possible side effects are potential drying up of the gut if you keep your prolapse hanging for hours at a time (which I don't think anyone does) and ofcourse incontinence if you've overstretched your anus to the point of no return. The latter is actually desired by some in the fisting community but also can be avoided with proper training. All other types of injuries are usually due to malpractice - toys too big, too sharp, too hard + numbing drugs and not enough lube.

Yes, obviously there is a price tag. It's not a monetairy issue, it's more of a finding the proper venue issue. Guess some networking is necessairy to find out tho, that's a good point.

I was looking for a more specificity like a location. The country of France is a bit general I doubt there'd someone waiting to fist my ass as I cross the border lol.

Okay this is a bit far fetched and let's just say I'm from a country that's not very open towards the whole gay/fisting/prolapse thing, not that the latter's very well accepted even in open-minded countries. But here's what's been one of my ultimate fantasies - "A prolapse making vacation". Basically going to a place for a month where I'm just a fist slave and my ass gets used in all sorts of ways - fisting,giant toys,permanent plugs, pumping,enemas really everything and anything inbetween. Are there actual places that offer these kinds of "services" in Europe, specifically for a long period like 2 weeks, a month or even more? Does anyone here have experience with that sort of thing?

What kind of gel? Curious to try it too just to see what the sensations will be. I'm not exactly sure what oil the guy's using in the original twitter video I posted but it really seems to get a reaction out of his sub.

I just started looking into the Chinese gay BDSM scene and it's crazy (and that's just on twitter). I have no idea what it's like on their own websites. These folks don't play around, and I'm kinda curious to see how deep this crazy video rabbithole goes (which I will most likely regret)

So I was browsing the fisting/ anal twitter sphere and I stumbled on a couple of videos from this Chinese guy (who apparently offers gay BDSM sessions as far as I understand). In the first video he uses freezing spray that athletes use on his subject's hole and what I think is some kind of pepper essential oil. In the second video he uses that oil again as well as a swatter with which he slaps his subject while making him push. (warning both videos have some blood in them, nothing extreme but still). I've never been into BDSM and torture but those videos turned me on immensely. I don't know if I'd ever go that extreme in real life cuz just the act of soaping my asshole got me fked up for hours (lol) so using chilli essential oils or freaking freezing spray might be WAAAY above my tolerance. Apologies if something about this post breaks a rule. Just wanted to explore the topic with my fellow "freaks" lol.