Hey everyone, I been on my journey on making my hole more loose and sloppy and would probably even want to prolapse.. I am 23 and been stretching myself at least once or twice a week for a year now. At first, started off with a Shane Diesel dildo when I was a teen on and off, while now I am able to take a 12 inch that is 9.5" insertable with a 7.25" circumference. I do have another dildo that is similar in length but the circumference is 7.5". That one I could take half way months back and just stop using it until last month, I was able to fit majority of it inside of me. I can't self-fist yet, but I am able to get my hand mostly inside me and I do have the fist hand toy. So just a week ago, I brought the Shellshocker butt plug small because I wanted to take a fist inside of me easily and I was able to get that inside me once warming up. I just finished using the plug today yesterday and the day before that (3 days). I love how loose and empty it makes me feel. I am able to gape and I do believe my hole has a rosebutt now when I push out hard enough or the potential to just prolapse out.
In some ways, I feel like I am progressing, however, other times I feel like I am missing components to make my hole become worn out. so I would like if anyone can help me on depth with the 12 inch 7.5" circumference dildo and how can I make my anus bigger and easier to let things in like a fist. I have been looking on the forum for ways, but I feel just different because each time I do take these massive things my hole closes. I understand that the anus has to close anyway, but is there any way to keep it open? Do I need to keep playing with my ass everyday to just wear it out? because I try to set one day out of each week to play with myself because I do have school and be busy.
All the help and responses would be grateful cause goal is to be loose and sloppy where I am to insert huge plugs, dildos, oranges, pool balls and more to plop right out with ease, get fisted and then double fisted, and Hope to be able to prolapse sooner than expected.