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I do and prefer to cum that way. I usually hit it around 10 to 13 inches into me. I'll edge myself like that for as long as i can until I cum.

Siswet is my favorite.

@cuckmouseI love to play. I'm a horny hungry bottom. If you want to fly into pbia and get a hotel by the airport I'll come over for a weekend of fisting fun.

Great response @AzFrNick how true all that info is. All i would like to add is don't be afraid to be in charge when you bottom. Sometimes you have to end it and leave for your own safety. Just last night i was trying a new top and it went south fast. At first, it was great but he quickly turned crazy and stopped listening to me. Like you said hard drugs are bad and i show up with weed and poppers, he takes out Tina. I've been with tops on that before and it was not an issue but this guy was a nut. At one point he started talking nonsense, then went fucking crazy over the tv remote not working. That was when i got up, put my clothes on, packed my things and left as quickly as i could. You are putting a lot of trust into someone when you let them fist you. If that person is not going to respect that trust, you have to protect yourself and get away from them. Most tops understand this and listen but some dont. There's no easy way to distinguish between the two without trying the top as most people lie. My rule is the person gets one or two mistakes before i end it with them. One if its a serious issue that im like WTF did he really just say or do that. Two if its a something i find strange or uncomfortable. Don't let anyone walk over you. A good top should adore, listen and respect you at all times. If not, find someone else.

I have one and if you cant prolapse already into it, it's not going to help you grow one. it will suck on your ass lips, it feels nice and they get puffy for 10 minutes before returning to normal. Over time im hoping to grow my ass lips by doing this. If you want to prolapse you need to pump inside yourself with a cylinder. You can find a guide for that on this forum.

I've been playing with my ass for 17 years now. I play with huge toys, and can take an extra large fist. While I can't take a huge double fisting I'm working on it. I will say that I've never had any issues going to the bathroom. If anything it's easier to go as i have greater muscle control now. As with anything in life tho, you can overdo it and hurt yourself. If you rip or tear the muscle instead of stretching it i can see that causing a problem. It would have to be something extreme like inserting something sharp or forcing yourself to take a double fisting when you can only take 2 fingers. You can also push yourself with too long and hard of a pnp session. If your are super high and don't feel the pain your body is telling you and you proceed to play for 48 hours almost non stop that too can cause a tear inside you. I can see it coming down to how safe you play. If you are sane about it and listen to your body you should never have any issues. I watch siswet play all the time and you can tell she's listening to her body and taking lots of little breaks. She's not forcing herself in any way and she's just enjoying the ride. I'm impressed with her stamina as she will be live for 8 or more hours. Lastly, you must always keep in mind how dangerous it can be if you go too far with your play. I will link a story about it if i can find it. In summary 1 guy went to a fisting party and played for a week by the end of it, with the use of Tina and Gina and his top he reached a point where he tore a hole inside him while being fisted. Blood poured out and he was rushed to the hospital. The doc told him that he had a 25% chance of dying during the operation. He lived and the recovery process was no joke. Ill see if I can find it. Its worth a read. http://mylittlefistingblog.blogspot.com/2019/10/20-case-fisting-accident-first-hand.html?m=1

You must have an amazing wife. I think most women would be repulsed by the idea. She's a keeper.

Silicone toys are king. I love square peg toys. Their quality and soft material is the best you can get. Yes the toys are not cheap but too me they are worth every penny. You can also check out Mr hankys toys and bad dragon toys. I have not used them but have herd great things about them. Be careful with hard toys. It's very easy to hurt yourself when playing with hard metal and plastic especially if you play deep. Lastly, look for a top on asspig and recon. Toys are fun but a fist elbow deep is heaven. Plus tops don't cost anything besides a latex glove.

If you don't want to try my recommendations I would suggest talking to a doctor. Having it cut out should only be a last resort after no other treatment works.

So I tried the little inhaler from Amazon and it worked great. It was nice not having to worry about it spilling. Only down side is that once your hands have lube on them it's slippery to hold. Im going to keep using it

1 save your money for that toy. It's a great investment into depth play and will help you reach depths you never though where possible. I can take all 21 inches of my slink. 2 keep looking for a top. Between asspig and recon you should be able to find someone in your area. 3 what kind of a plug do you have? I prefer soft silicone. It makes leaving it in feel good as it conforms to your body. As far as depth play goes you have to concentrate on getting past the bend of your colon. It's not easy to control that muscle and takes lots of practice to get used to opening it up. Start with small diameter and use soft dildos that flex and bend easily. Stay away from hard toys and go easy when playing deep. To answer you last question about how to make it easier for your hole to become looser and bigger. I did not want to answer it but we are all adults and you have to make your own decisions in life. Drugs. To me drugs and ass play have gone hand and hand from day one. First it was pot then i added poppers and the list goes on from there. With drugs I can enter a world inside my head where nothing else matters but my hole. Where I can open it up, use and abuse it for hours while in this altered state of consciousness. I usually end up in a state of bliss riding the edge of an orgasm as my top pleases me in ways I never thought possible. I must admit it's not for everyone and is very dangerous. I recommend staying away from drugs. Just enjoy the journey and enjoy your progress. If it takes you 1 or 10 years to reach your goal it all comes down to having fun.

I dont really make any money on chaturbate.com I have a full time job. Given that I'll make about 100 tokens a day or 5 bucks. I give the tokens i make to my favorite performers on chaturbate.com. I get around 15 to 20 viewers when I'm online. I must admit it is very exciting to show that side of me to the world. I have a 1080p usb webcam. One led light and a mount for the camera under my desk. I only show one view and never show my face.

Its bigtoys420

Usually, if you had one, you would have had an accident where you ripped the muscle tissue of your anus. It would have been very painful, blood, and it took a long time to heal. Has that happened to you?

Assuming you did not rip or tear anything its possible. First stop stretching it out. Then start doing kegel exercises. In time you should recover.

@Upthebutt it's scary to think how something you enjoy is also very dangerous. How when you mix drugs with extreme ass play its easy to miss your body's signs telling you to stop. I had something similar happen to me back in 2003 but not that extreme. I was super horny one night smoking weed and fucking myself with a 15 inch dildo. I'm not sure if it was too much weed or too much deep fucking but all of a sudden I felt very week. I laid down on my bed and was cold, shivering and shaking. It felt like my heart was not pumping and could not feel my pulse. I freaked out and could not calm down back to normal. I called my girlfriend and she drove me to the hospital. I walked into the er room a shaking mess. By the time I got called back some 30 minutes later I started to calm down. It was very embarrassing having to tell everyone at the hospital why I was there. Besides a high resting heart rate from the stress of it all they found nothing wrong with me. Still to this day im not sure what went wrong that night. This was my first dildo of that size and playing that deep was still new to me. It might have been a small tear too deep in for the doctor to see as i did have some blood in my stool. It might have been that between the weed and all the fucking I had a panic attack and being the first one i ever had i freaked out. I'm not sure what happened but I learned quickly how extreme anal play can turn ugly. After that it took me a while until I felt comfortable playing hard and deep again. I will admit tho I did not learn my lesson. By 2005 I was on a i want the biggest fucking cunt path again. I kept buying bigger and bigger toys. Eventually I bought this. Doc Johnson Red Boy Extra Large Butt Plug The Challenge https://www.amazon.com/dp/B000BIGQL8/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_-U1XDbJ8RXMHE I'm not sure what i was thinking. When i received it in the mail I was beyond shocked by the size of it. It's fucking massive. I tried for weeks to get it in with no luck. I really did not enjoy it either as it felt like it was pushing against my bone when trying to get it in. I kept trying tho as all i could care about was having a large hole. Eventually one day I think I was sitting on it and i got it in. It was not pleasurable at all. It felt like it was ripping my insides as it was too big for me. I tried to pretend that I liked it but quickly the pain overcame me and that's when I realized now i have to get it out. It took several painful tries pushing and pulling with all my might before I got it out. At the end of it I was very sad, i was in a lot of pain, i was bleeding a bit, and I did not have any fun or enjoyment doing it. It was at that point I really questioned myself. Why would i want to do something like that when the pain of my body is telling me no, stop. I concluded that I want to play with my ass for the rest of my life but if I'm going to abuse it like that it's not going to last. My anal play has to be pleasurable, enjoyable and safe as i want to still be doing this in 40 years. Having the biggest hole does not matter it's having the best hole that you enjoy and gives you endless pleasure that counts.

1 depth play. Buy a long soft dildo from square peg toys, the slink is a nice starter toy. Go slow and use lots of jlube 2 to surpass your limits. I find there are 2 ways i accomplish this. First, is called shutup and take it. Don't kill yourself but you can push through your limits. Second, get a good top with large hands. A good top will work your hole in ways you never thought possible. When someone else is in charge it makes relaxing and opening up a lot easier. Poppers help as well too. 3 personally I would not wear a plug 24/7. I understand that you want a big hole but you have to keep in mind that it's more about the journey and not the end results. You are very young, enjoy it. you will get the big hole you want. Just take your time and enjoy every stretching session. I have been playing with my butt for almost 20 years and the one key thing I learned is to listen to your body. You only have one butt and you have to take care of it. Don't be blinded by your need to have a bigger hole. For example, if you want a double fist but your body is not ready for it you can really hurt your insides and you can possibly die from bleeding. Play smart and safe Read this to get an idea of what happens when you go to far. http://mylittlefistingblog.blogspot.com/2019/10/20-case-fisting-accident-first-hand.html?m=1

Thanks

@Rosebutt that's it. When I'm by myself I have some control but when I'm with other people anything can happen and I lose that control. I know I have problems. I'm thinking of going to talk to a professional.

Thanks for that reply. I looked online at my insurance, here in the states for a 3 month supply of it cost 4700. My out of pocket expenses will be 150. Which is not bad for 3 months. If i did not have insurance it would be another story. All of this really highlights my fears about catching something and how I like to play. Obviously I'm afraid of catching something but my fears of how I like to play are real. I have an addictive personality. Im addicted to sex and im addicted to drugs but when I combine them it takes everything to the extreme. My hookup last weekend was on another level of enjoyment and pleasure. It also showed me how quickly things could spirle out of control. How all of a sudden Tina and Gina were there in the room with me. I have never said yes to it but i would be lying to say the desire was not there. It became apparent how normal it is in the gay fisting community when my top talked about it. To him it was no big deal that he did this on the weekend and went to work on Monday. That it was under control. How does all this relate to truvada? I fear what might happen if I meet a bad, evil person. Between my addiction, my fears, the pressure, the stress and my internalized homophobia I need something to get me over my fears and out of the house. I picture meeting a guy online and going to his place for a fisting session. We start partying and everything is going great but unknown to me he snuck a little bit of drugs in my butt without me noticing. Before I know it I passout from being drugged by a stranger I just met. At this point there's nothing that I can do to stop anyone from fucking me without a condom and from my host inviting over other people to fuck me too. This is the level my fears run. This is what I'm trying to prevent and where I think truvada can help me. At 6 foot 3 inches i can defend myself if needed but how can i defend myself from being drugged and rapped by a new top. The top i met last weekend was too nice, perfect and sweet but i have to be real with myself. People are evil in nature and will drug another person just to have sex without a condom. Ultimately this brings me to another related question. As a fisting bottom how does one screen a new top? My poor experience so far has been that no one wants to date or talk. It all comes down to one thing sex. It's hard to get to know someone when you don't get the time to sit down and communicate. It feels like no one wants to spend the time to meet for dinner or drinks to talk. When you ask someone to meet first, before sex, they tell you no, its a waste of time. Maybe I'm looking in all the wrong places but as a fisting bottom I feel like everyone wants to fist and fuck me but no one wants to get to know me. Given all that it feels like safe sex, condoms, gloves, and truvada are my best defense. As well as staying away from shady acting people who do drugs. It's either i get out there and try or stay home alone.

I'm not sure if this is the right place to have this discussion but I want to try. The one thing that keeps coming up in my search for happiness and acceptance of who I am is hiv status. The reason is every dating site I try its all over the place. Lots of guys in south Florida have it and my biggest fear is getting it. I realize that I fall into a very high if not second highest risk group to get it, just short of the people who use needles. Im in a high risk area, i would like to find one person who i could play with but cant so im stuck going from partner to partner with strangers, i dont know the status of the person im sleeping with as people lie, almost no one in South Florida wants to wear a condom, i get fisted and have played to the point where i bleed, and to top it all off i party and play but no needles. Overall this has really got me down the past 2 days. I was so happy to hookup last week but now I realize all it did was to heighten my fears about getting something. I realize how guys don't want to wear a condom and how easy it is to forget about it when you are in the moment especially when you are partying and playing. I made an appointment with my doctor next week. I'll have to come clean with her about my lifestyle and see what she recommends but I feel truvada is the right choice for me. I'm curious what everyone elses experience with this has been. Are you on truvada, do you use condoms. Any real life experiences would be helpful. Thanks and stay safe.

They have a lot of interesting toys in all kinds of unique shapes. Maybe Santa will bring me a stocken stuffer this Xmas.

I get from square peg toys and love them. They are worth every penny. I want to try Mr hankys toys next.

@Upthebutt thanks. I'm trying to stick to my schedule of pumping and jerking during the week and abusing my hole until it's sore over the weekend. There's something about it that really brings the pig out of me when I deny myself like that. Have fun playing, would love to see some pics.

@Upthebutt it sounds like you had a great time. I cant wait for my next long play session this Friday and Saturday night. I did pump and jerk this morning as I was horny but no hole play as I'm still sore from Saturday. I plan on doing the same thing you did with your butt plug. I have to get comfortable with my tops fist and my butt plug is the perfect training size. My goal is by 11/16 to be able to take his huge fist with ease. I'll be on chaturbate.com Friday night if you want to watch.