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I had a similar experience a few months ago - I don't get opportunities to play very often these days, but last month I had about a week with the house to myself. I was really looking forward to spending some time stretching my hole, but all the times I tried I couldn't get into it like I previously had. Usually I don't have much trouble working my way back up to a fist after long breaks, but this time I just felt overly sensitive and uncomfortable a lot of the time.

This one is fake - her pictures are all of Vixenxmoon (and I think a couple from Pipaypipo).

I'm a righty but primarily use my left hand to fist. I can get my right hand in, but since my right arm is stronger and more dextrous I'm more frequently using that hand to support myself or operate my computer if I have porn on.

Obviously everyone is going to have different opinions on what counts as a "hot chick" but IMO Vixenxmoon is incredibly hot and also seems like she can't get enough hole stretching.

It took me a really long time to get over my knuckles for the first time - I'm talking years! Part of it was positioning (try lying on your side and reaching around that way, or on your back with your legs up if you're comfortable in that position), but it was actually changing my hand shape that actually got me over the hump. As you're inserting your fingers, slowly start curling them down into the shape of a fist rather than keeping them straight. Also just spend some time resting with all five fingers inserted as far as they can comfortably go and familiarize yourself with the feeling of consciously relaxing your hole, since that's a big part of it too. And of course, more lube than you think you need. Good luck, and don't forget to share some pics once you get it in!

It's probably not too serious if it's just a little blood that doesn't flow, but you should still take a few weeks off from stretching just to avoid making it worse. And maybe look into purchasing a different toy for depth training that is long but more tapered and soft (like the Slink from SquarePegToys) to stretch past the sigmoid more gently before using the Chance.

That's a natural reaction - your body's instinctive response will be to expel whatever is in your butt (since that's what your butt is for). Relaxing your anus often is a conscious, focused effort, so I would recommend just holding the toy still once you have it inserted and taking a moment to just rest and relax your hole that way. Buttplugs are helpful for this since they are good at staying put. But learning to keep your hole relaxed will make it easier to insert larger toys, which will in turn work toward developing your prolapse further.

Yeah, it is a little weird. Though to be fair, most of what he’s saying sounds like speculation/stuff that can be easily concluded from already-available info. It’s not uncommon in the US for sex workers/related services to run into trouble with banks and payment processing services, so I guess it makes sense that PornHub/MindGeek to have similar concerns. Though I think MindGeek is actually a Canadian company (at least that’s what Wikipedia says), and I’m much less familiar with their content regulations and stuff. Anyway, the PornHub purge seems to me like a profit-motivated move to make the platform more “mainstream”, and prioritize content from “reputable” uploaders (worth mentioning here that MindGeek also owns a bunch of actual porn studios, including Brazzers), and consolidate the industry around their platform as much as possible. I don’t think there’s any nefarious secret government demands or anything like that, just capitalism at work (which sucks, I should clarify).

Nice! If you want a position that also allows you to easily play with your cock (personally I like to ignore my cock entirely when stretching because it make me feel super horny), try a low squat with your back against a wall while reaching forward through your legs to fist your ass.

I agree with AzFrNick in that the root of the problem is consolidation of content online across pretty much all forms of media (not just porn). I don’t have stats here because I’m not an expert, but PornHub is obviously the most popular porn site by a mile. They rely on advertising for revenue, so these big purges seem to me like an effort to make the site easier to monetize by removing fetish content/re-uploaded content/etc. It sucks, and is emblematic of the corporatized homogenization of media going on in music (with Spotify), movies (Disney, for example), and elsewhere. I don’t think the US government will make any laws actually legislating fetish content (like an expansion of obscenity laws or whatever), since most previous attempts to do so have already failed in court, but I do expect that they will continue to side with corporations, thus making it more difficult to access fetish content without resorting to less reputable places online. My big concern here is the further marginalization of sex workers, who have seen their already minimal legal protections continue to erode over the past few years.

I've already posted about my experience in a different thread, but since I think its an important topic I'll share again: My fiance is not particularly kinky, but she is an incredibly kind and emotionally generous person, so I knew in my head that she would never really judge me for being into buttstuff even though I wasn't sure she would necessarily want to participate herself. Still, I decided to hide that part of myself from her for several years, since that's what I've always done and I was nervous about making myself vulnerable in that way - perhaps irrationally so. Anyway, a couple years ago she found a bottle of lube I forgot to hide, and at first was very upset since she didn't know why I had bought in the first place. This sort of forced me to explain to her that I was using it to play with my butt, which assuaged her concerns about what else I might have been doing, but she was still pretty angry that I had kept something that important to me secret from her for so long (about 5 years at that point). Since then, I have asked her to fist me, and she has, though we currently live with my family so we've really only had a couple opportunities to try it. Once we move out I hope to get her to be more willing to explore her own sexuality (and not just my fetishes), since I don't want her to feel like I'm pulling her out of her comfort zone and not reciprocating. The way you described it as being like a weight being lifted is accurate - I didn't realize how much strain keeping a big secret was putting on our relationship and on my own mental wellbeing. I certainly wish I had said something earlier in our relationship, but I am very glad things worked out anyway.

Nowadays, this is pretty much the only game in town. There used to be a forum called FistForum that had a fairly active community, but unfortunately that site shut down a few years ago. RIP. You'll find plenty of anal fisting-related discussion here, but if you would like to look elsewhere, your best bet would be Reddit. There are many fisting-centric subreddits, including one that focuses specifically on anal fisting.

Yeah the trick is to get it in while you're still soft, sometimes I have to trick my cock into going soft again by stopping for a couple minutes to like, distract myself by reading a non-sexy article. Once you're in though, your cock stays a little softer than usual and it's not too hard to make yourself cum that way. It took me a pretty long time to get it right the first time but after that it's been easy.

Great story so far! Can't wait to read the next chapter. One small correction though - in fraternities and sororities, they use the word "pledges" for people trying to become new members, not "applicants". Similarly, the process of trying to become a member of a sorority is called "rushing"! I know it's a small semantic thing but it might help build the atmosphere a little better!

One of my favorite places to cum is inside my own ass, especially at the end of a long ass play session. I can bend my cock (which is usually pretty soft anyway if I've been taking large insertions) and hold it in my ass and then ride it. It feels great and I love feeling my own cum drip out after creampieing myself. Does anybody else like to do this?

No lol, I don't think anyone could get something up their butt discreetly enough to not get noticed. Plus you would almost definitely go to jail for that (in the US, at least). I have heard that people will occasionally stick drugs up their butt in a small bag or condom as a means of smuggling them internationally, but IMO that sounds really dangerous and also the sort of thing you would go to jail for - probably for way longer than just stealing from a store, too.

Some recommendations: Vixenxmoon - https://onlyfans.com/peachypikachu Analgirlforever - https://onlyfans.com/analgirlforever Babiibuttprincess - https://onlyfans.com/babiibuttprincess

She's on reddit too I think. Unfortunately, reddit is down right now so I can't go find her page there. Anyways, she's great!

I usually clean out with a quick enema bulb rinse before most normal play sessions, and that usually gets the butt juices going enough that I can insert a few fingers without too much discomfort, but I think if you're going to go all the way to a fist or bigger you should use some lube - at the very least, you'd probably damage the skin around your hole if it doesn't cause worse internal damage. Subwhore has the right idea - extended stretching is the best way to get what you're looking for (at least from what I've read, it's not something I've done myself).

I don't really know how well this would work, but you could try using a pair of tight underwear. If you cut a hole in the back so you can still access your ass but keep the front intact you'll be able to play anally while keeping your cock covered up. This method will still take some self-control, but it's a start. Actual chastity cages are only like 20 bucks on amazon, too, if you're able to discreetly pick up a package. Plus it would be small enough that you could easily stuff it in a drawer if you need to keep it hidden from family or roommates or whatever.

Thanks for the link/identification! I've never heard of her but she seems like a very promising person to follow.

Well, regardless of what sex she was assigned at birth, she's back to posting videos on Twitter! Looks like she picked up a Hankey's Goliath recently.

They don't have the 12oz bottles everywhere - actually I don't even know if regular POM comes in a 12oz, I've only ever seen it with the POM iced teas. So look for those, they're a light pink color instead of the deep reddish purple that regular POM is. I have found them at my regular grocery store, but they only usually carry 8oz and 16oz at stores like Target, etc.

Man guys just talk to your girlfriends and wives about this stuff. Unless you live in a country where there will be actual consequences for sexual "deviance" or whatever people call it, I can mostly promise that she will, at worst, be sort of weirded out by the hobby. My fiance is *also* very vanilla, but last year she found a bottle of lube I forgot to put away after a play session while she was at work. She was really upset that I had been trying to keep something from her, but she didn't judge me at all for having a weird fetish. Most people, I think, will be far more hurt by the dishonesty than the butt stuff itself. She fisted me over the summer for the first time, and while we haven't done it too many times since then because we live with family and don't get a lot of time to ourselves, it's been so much easier to just be open and honest about it. I feel like our relationship is so much better than it had ever been because keeping secrets from people you love feels really bad!

Plus you can make Moscow Mules when you're done! Anyway, seconding Rosebutt's recommendation for POM bottles. They're a little too hard for me to enjoy all the time, but they have a great shape for stretching. There also used to be a drink called Neuro that had a great bottle: They've since changed the bottle so it no longer has the lava-lamp shaped cap, presumably because too many people said it looked like a buttplug (and because it wastes a lot of plastic lol).