New and wanting to GAPE

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I have always loved how girls gape (anal) and I am interested in making my asshole the same way, I want it to look nice (like the attached picture) I was wondering if anyone can recommend any homemade toys for me to make since I can't order any toys/lube because I live at home (18 yo) I always like to stretch but it hurts a bit, i try vegetables etc, I just want something I can ride etc (I am a male btw) here is a pic of a nice gape and what I would LOVE my asshole to look like

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Also in the near future I will be posting pics etc, (i am very tight atm) Edited August 17, 2010 by love2gape

[aaron360]

I also want to get a gape like in the pictures but dont know of an effective way. I was trying for 1.5 years now and i didnt get a gape.

[t.j. the pimp]

did someone shove a fist in there, GOD THAT'S HUGE!!!!