I've been a member of the Rosebuttboard for a number of years but have largely remained in the shadows.
I am finally posting in this manner because I am seeking out friendship, advice, mentoring, guidance, what-have-you, from other women who either classify themselves as having greater than a passing interest in anal sex. To be more direct, I guess I'm looking for women who find that anal sex hits them in places sexually that few other things seem to be able to do. For my part, I find myself completely and totally fixated on all things ass--rimming, penetration, and yes, even shit.
On the surface, I'm something of a typical good-girl, meaning that a I'm kind, caring, outgoing, down-to-Earth, law abiding citizen, etc. I'm open with friends, family, etc., about being gay, but my perpetually horned-up, queer side, basically my inner anal whore, is something I'm very discreet about. I've even been fortunate enough to meet a little more than a handful of women who've been willing to bend me over and give it to me in the ass via strap-on. However, only a few of them have really given me anything close to deep, rough, unapologetic pounding that I truly need and crave.
I look at women like DirtyGardenGirl and RoxyRaye in total amazement. While I'm pretty sure I'll never get to their level, I do aspire to be the physical actualization of my inner anal slut. Hope that makes sense. Basically, I love love love to be stretched and filled and I have purchased for myself over the past few years a few very large toys. Using them, and I've only ever used them on myself, takes a significant amount of warm-up time. Once I get into that zone, though, there are few places I'm unwilling to go. I just wish it didn't take so long for me to get there physically.
Which brings me to my original point. I really would like to speak with other women who've either been in a similar circumstance or find themselves in the same position as I am. I'm very open-minded, even just having a friend who fantasizes about such things would be nice. Definitely doesn't seem to be too many of us out there.