Landersin

Hello, I'm relatively new to all this. But I've been working on stretching my ass for about 4 months, and am trying to fist myself. I am really close, when I try I can almost get my hand in me, but the knuckles always get about half way through then stop. I think that with some diligence (and lots of lube) I could fist myself in a couple weeks, but in the meantime, I am so FRUSTRATED. I can almost feel the sweet sensations, but it's never quite enough. I feel like I'm going to lose my head until I reach my goal, ha-ha. Did anyone else have this issue when they first started?

Personally, I think of mine as learned. I'm really into anal play, but before I had access to the internet, I didn't even know that it was possible/something that happened. In other words, I had never felt drawn to anal stimulation before viewing porn that depicted such activities. Speaking of which, thank god for porn, or I might never have discovered my own ass.