well I never thought id find a community like this one lol - but this is definately where I fit in
im 25, caucasian, male, just fyi
well.. i've learned a lot about the "scene" since poking around here and wanted to ask some questions and
inspire some discussion
first off - Prolapse and Rosebutt. i've only recently learned about prolapse and it scared me at first
because i have thoroughly abused my poor butt since i was 13 or so, and was afraid it could suddenly
strike me at any time. ive quelled some of my fears since reading up here and seeing that many people
actually desire to obtain a prolapse, i see it in a different light. my question here is: have any of
you prolapsed unintentionally? how hard/often did you have to play for this to happen? how wide were
you stretching your anus?
second, id like to know how advanced i am. due to the fact that i must keep my anal fetishes completely
secret, i dont own any sex toys. ive pretty much had to improvise since i started doing this. im 25 now.
i cant remember at what point i was first able to take a 20 ounce soda bottle but it was around age 17
or so. from then until probably 21 or so i had a _ravenous_ hunger to constantly try to stretch my hole
to the next level. and at 21 i successfuly managed to slip a one liter sunkist bottle (bottom end of course)
in. ive only tried since then twice and one of those attempts was succesful. the second success i was able to
pound myself with it pretty rough, but it felt like i was gonna split open everytime the wide base pass
my ass lips.
the failed attempt happened when my spouse was away for a few days. this time, id been out of practice
for a while, and was back down to pretty much just sticking to 20 ounce bottles, but id began
getting the "hunger" - i wanted a liter bottle again and i wanted it to hurt. unlike previous times
when i just used a lot of spit (filling the bottles up with very warm/hot water helps to - the heat
relaxes the muscles) this time i went and bought a small container of pretroleum jelly. i used all of it,
but try as i might i couldnt make myself take the bottle. this brings me to a second question...
is it uncommon to be a hardcore ass abuser who doesnt use lube? ive found most lubes lead to discomfort for me.
for as long as i can remember ive just used spit and my own lube ( i think everyones ass produces lube )
but, i must admit - i loooooove it rough. sometimes i will play dry just for the extra pain that comes with it.
well you know how i can perform width wise now.. lets discuss depth. i can hide a soda can easilly.
i can almooost get past the thick parts of a 20 ounce bottle to where just the thinner neck would be sticking out,
but havent managed to yet. so heres another question..
should i try to alter my sigmoid curve? i actually enjoy bottoming out, its more satisfying for me.
99% of the time my method is riding the given object while on my knees or squatting, so i love
to slam down really hard on a thick toy and feeling the rhythmic pain signal pulses go shooting up
my spine as it bottoms out in me over and over. would i lose this if i straitened the curve?
i would think if i slammed down id just hit the floor. however this opens up new possibilities
for toyes - especially the ones with multiple sections that get bigger the deeper you go
last but not least - fisting.
i was able to fist myself throughout my late teens. it was uncomfortable for me because
i had to bend my wrist so dramatically and i could never reach enough to get my whole fist in,
but could get past the last knuckles. i developed a ganglian cist in my left wrist, i believe
as a direct result of the strain from that. that, plus the extra pounds have made it pretty
much impossible now.. and because im in a dedicated relationship with someone who i havent
disclosed this part of me to, i wont be finding anyone else to fist me anytime soon.
so i must ask - how does it compare to just pounding myself relentlessly with bottles? ( lol )
i was involved with an older man when i was 17 or so and he had really big hands and i
used to fantasize about him fisting me deep and hard.. but my experience with males ended
about that time and ive only dated females since.
anyway.. this is me.. hope you enjoyed my looong introduction and i look forward
to seeing what you all have to say
