Hey everyone, dont think ive posted here before but really need some advice right now and couldnt turn to anyone for help apart from this board!
Basically, i think my girlfriend knows I have a massive dildo for stretching my ass. I really need to know whether to be completely honest or try and lie about it.
Right, Saturday was my 27th bday and had a crazy time, got very drunk friday night and sort of carried on when me and my mates woke up saturday.
Was very tired and slightly drunk saturday night after a few cheeky beers. my mates left my house at 7:30pm and my girlfriend who is 18 btw who i love very much, was due round after work at around 11pm. anyway, i was feeling horny so i got my big dildo out and decided to have a play - after a while i stopped and fell asleep on the floor of my room with the dildo still visible and the mirror still on show. Next thing i know im waking up at 1am sunday morning with my girlfriend sat on the sofa and me in bed. she had to climb through the bathroom window to get in because my house mate was out and i was sparko. when i awoke i had my boxers on and then noticed that the towel was on the floor but i could just slightly see the tip of the dildo from under the towel. i panicked so much i had to get my gf to leave the room to make me a sandwich. i couldnt remember what happend. how did i get in bed? did she cover the dildo with the towel? Does she know?
So after spening the whole day on sunday together i thought, nah, she cant know... surely not.
So, today, monday, my house mate thinks my mates left me like that because he has a pic of me on his phone with a big dildo next to me. I couldnt believe it!!!! I was shaking thinking oh shit i cant believe this is happening!! Did my girlfriend see this?!!?!
So i'm left with the question - should i confront my gf and be completely honest with her that i like to do these things or should i just ignore it? Im so worried because she is young and might find it disgusting. Although there is part of me that thinks i covered the dildo with the towel and moved the mirror back as the mirror wasnt there when i woke up.
I must say my girl likes me playing with her ass hole but would she understand anything like that!!!
Please help!!! Im really worried!!
Thanku to all who read this crazy story and i look forward to hearing from you!!