I've been playing on-line with people for several years now, but its always so hard to find someone worth while who knows what to do regarding play, stretching, and size play. I've joined lots of sites, looked in chat, and everywhere else I can think of. Once in a great while, about every year or two I might find one person to play with and then shortly there after someone reports my profile (no matter where its at) for being to blunt, to open, and to forth coming, and it gets closed and thus I loose the people I was playing with and I'm sick of it...
I write with a great amount of detail in play, and when I'm looking for a play partner and when I can find someone worth while... OMG its a blast for both of us, but here I am finding myself back to looking for someone yet again... It's so frustrating, and annoying because of some uptight asshole who reads my blogs and information and gets offend and feels the damn need to report me. So does anyone have any idea's of where I should look for people to play with, where did you find people to play with on-line, is there word phrases which work well, or what helped you find someone. Oh and before someone tells me to go check my local gay bar for another girl to play with, I've tried and believe me while its a long drive away from me the selection is very small and so is the people who are willing to hook up for play. There is no other gay bars and straight bars... well the guys are only interested in sticking their cocks in me, and I'd rather it be their fist... so that doesn't ever work out.
This is from an email I received from a person whom I used to play with... OMG she was the BEST play partner one could ever ask for, if only she was still around... So I post this as an example of the kind of person I'd love to find to play with again... She included videos for me to watch with my instructions, but I removed the links to them as most of them no longer worked anyways... But maybe if you've got the toys she names; perhaps you you enjoy following along while you read this... and hopefully it will inspire you to helping me find another play partner like her once again...
Thanks for your time and reading this post... now enjoy the rest of it...
[center]Warm Up[/center] I’ve missed encouraging you open your sloppy little fuckhole, telling you to spread it wider, to fuck it harder. I’ve missed listening to you tell me how badly your cunthole wants its own destruction, how your little pussy cries out to be ruined. So I've thought long and hard on what kind of instructions to provide to put you in the right state of mind to encourage you in training to stretch open your whorish little cunthole, to help you continue destroying your pigcunt, to help you act, and look, and feel like a real fuck-pig should. Remember extra effort is encouraged to play harder and longer than you're required to do, and will be rewarded by an even looser, more ruined cunt pig so you can have the sloppy, drooling, gaping fuckhole you know you so desperately want and deserve with my help. I want you to play as hard as you can stand ... we both want your cunt to be as loose and worthless as we can make it don't we? Your sloppy pigcunt is already wet thinking of its own destruction, isn't it slut? Get some lube, your destroyer, and another plug that isn't very challenging anymore (you had a large one that you used to play with in addition to your destroyer and dozer ... that is likely a good choice). Begin warming your sloppy pigcunt up for widening... You're going to ream it out for at least the next hour for me, aren't you piglet? Best to make sure it is warm and wet and ready to be even further ruined. Lube your fingers and rub them deep into your cunt. Work them far in and run large deep circles into your cunt, always pulling your inner walls down. Work the lube thoroughly into and around your worthless pighole; make it as slippery as you can. Use fingers from both hands and spread your cunt open, pull from different angles, see how far you can open it. Try to relax your muscles, focus on how much you've already ruined your cunt, how loose you've already made it. How much looser you will force it shortly, how much more damage you plan on inflicting. listen to this little pig squeal as her loose slophole is abused Open your hole wide and work lube deep into your slophole while watching this pig's worn out fuckhole and know you'll be opening yours even wider. Pull your cunt open and feel the air rub deep within you. How much damage do you want to do to destroy your cunthole like this slut? Look how loose and sloppy you've made it already; how large and worthless it’s already grown. But you like it that way don't you pig? You enjoy having a fat gaping hole, a drooling cavernous maw between your legs, always empty, always wanting more? Think about what it would feel like to have something like that forcibly shoved into your dirty pigcunt; to have it rolled about, to be forced to expel it without your hands, or even gravity to aid you. Sliding it back and forth through your cunt-ring, expanding your opening with every pass, becoming easier and easier. Feeling it simply fall in, the weight bouncing against the back of your cunthole. Stretch and open yours similarly. Rub your lube deeply into your sloppy pighole and begin lubing up your smaller plug. [center]Mean Plug (Screwdriver) ~Can't Find it @ The Big Sex Toy Store Right Now 4 The Link~
[/center] Still pushing down, slide the first ridge of your mean plug into your loose cunt pig. Twist it around in you, angle it to up and down and to the sides and drag its edges around your inner cunt walls. Pull it out and feel the edge catch and drag at your cunt-ring, before sliding it back in. Slowly, in and out, slide the first ridge in. Work it back and forth along through your cunt ring, forcing it to expand then collapse around the hard edge over and over. Are you begging for me to stop pigslut? Are you crying out no? Apparently the word "NO" means "do it harder and faster! Push the second edge in slut. Don’t remove the plug all the way, simply work the second edge back and forth through your cunt. Twist it inside of your slophole, angle it to drag against your cunt walls. Back and forth cunt, spread your fuckhole open for me. Your cunt is really starting to hurt isn't it pig? Its becoming a swollen aching mess isn't it? Does your hole feel ruined, does it feel destroyed? you know this is what you want; your slophole wrecked, destroyed for any reasonable use. What do you think it will look like when you're done tonight? Will it close? Or will it simply remain open, too big for the edges to touch anymore? Push the final ridge in your cunt pig. Whimper for me as you draw it out past your cunt-ring again. Slide it back and forth, feel it pinch and pull. A ruined, sloppy fuckhole. A truly destroyed pigcunt. Begin working the plug faster pig. Stretch your cunt out for me more. Begin fucking yourself over two ridges at a time, back and forth. Can you take anymore pigslut? Does your body say no but your cunt scream yes? Seat the plug all the way in your cunt. Gag yourself it you need to slut but yank the entire plug out of your cunt hole. Force the plug back into your slackening cunt piglet and pull it out again. Work your plug into your cunt hole as fast as possible; with one stroke if you can. Pull the entire plug out as soon as you have it fully seated within you; force it back in again. Twist it about, roll it up and down. Violently fuck your sluttish cunthole with the plug; take care to make extra deep strokes, work it deeply in and out of your cunthole. Be vigorous, I want that plug gliding in and out of your slophole like it was sliding along glass. Watch how this pig's cunt is treated, I want you to be at least as vigorous in ruining your own; fuck harder if you can pig. Do you feel your cunt loosening? Growing inside you, widening, your muscles giving way, forfeiting their previous tightness under your whorish ways? Feel how wet your cunt is, how badly it wants to be opened further, to be destroyed even more, ruined utterly, wrecked beyond its ability to recover. You want to wreck your dirty cunthole don't you piglet? You want to be a good proper pig with a nice sloppy loose pighole don't you? I don't need to ask pig; I know you, I know your cunt. You're happiest while stretching it, hurting it, making your cunt beg for release it knows will not come, ruining it beyond normal use. [center]Destroyer ~ http://www.bigsextoystore.com/cgi-bin/edatcat/BTSstore.cgi?user_action=detail&catalogno=PD4800-15 ~
[/center] Begin preparing your destroyer pig; slide the smaller plug out of your slophole once you have it ready. Begin sliding the massive destroyer into your cunt with very short in and out strokes. Again and again, I want you to shove it in then pull it away and do so again. Push harder on each in stroke, twist it and rotate it in your cunt as you move it in and out. Feel your desire to bury it in you, to leave it there, to let it destroy your cunt as its name suggests. Watch this whore's asshole: Force the destroyer further into you pig, slide it deeper within you. Feel it batter down the walls of your slophole, feel it reduce your cunt to just a wet slack opening, all resistance wrung from it. Force the entire head into your cunt pig, feel your ring close around the flare at its back. Twist the head within you and rip it from your loose pighole. Push it back in slut, fuck yourself hard using the head of your destroyer. Pull it entirely out of your hole before forcing it back in. Does it hurt little pig? Is your cunt being destroyed, becoming a ruined piece of slopmeat? Fuck it harder pig. Work the head in and out, push it deeper with each stroke in. Feel the rings bump past your sloppy pighole, feel the flare pull and tug at your cunt entrance. Watch this whore's cunt get used pig knowing yours will be so much larger, so much looser.
Seat the destroyer firmly within you and stop for a breather little pig. Relax for a moment, spin the destroyer within you while you do; how does your cunt feel? Does it hurt little piglet? Is it wrecked? Cry if you must; your cunt isn't done being abused yet. Start moving the destroyer back and forth within you but don't take it out. Slowly push it in deeper and deeper, feel the rings along its shaft slide one after another into your gaping fuckhole. Feel the large head stretch open even the deepest corners of your filthy slophole. Such a loose cunt, little piglet, how dirty of you, ruining your cunt, destroying your own slophole out of your need to be a loose slack holed sow. Slide the destroyer deeper pig, fill yourself with it, feel yourself become just a cunt to be used, a loose hole to be filled with whatever is available, the need inside you to be abused harder and harder, stretched out wider and wider, forever. Do you want to ruin your cunt piglet? Tell me you do, say it out loud. Tell me how much you want your cunthole destroyed, how much you want it ruined, wrecked, a twisted mess, a worthless fuckhole appropriate for only old whores and filthy pigcunts like yourself. Push the destroyer in and feel your cunt give way around it, feel it accept what it truly is, feel it collapse in defeat, a ruined pigcunt forever. Look at this pig's cunt slut, look at how ruined it already is, how stretched out she has already made it. She is like you, pig, her cunt always needing something bigger, something larger, something harder to stretch it out further, to ruin it more, to destroy it. Push the destroyer into you pig, shove it into your gaping pig's maw. Seat it as deep into you as you can get it pig, the entire way if possible. Feel its entirety within you, stretching you, pushing your cunt apart, wrecking your hole, ruining it forever.
Slowly begin working it out pig, small short tugs. Pull one of the rings along the shaft out of your hole, then force it back inside. Slowly begin backing the destroyer out of your greedy slophole, shoving it back in with every new ring you expose. Each stroke in and out becoming longer, each one becoming harder, pushing your cunt wider and wider. Work it all the way back to that massive flare, but leave it inside you. Fuck the entire shaft of your destroyer; slide it back and forth within your gaping pighole. Feel the head pushing and pulling inside you, forcing anything it its path out of the way; feel the ringed shaft tug and tease your entrance, forcing it to expand and collapse again and again, the muscles becoming weaker with every pass. Tease your entrance with the flare of your destroyer's massive head. Push and pull the destroyer's wide shaft back and forth through your cunthole; work it about deep into your loose sloppy pigcunt.
Does your cunt hurt yet pig? Is it protesting this brutal destruction, does it ache from the violent damage you are inflicting on it? Does it feel ruined, wrecked, brutalized from being forced open again and again by such a massive toy? Seat the destroyer as fully into you as possible pig and hold the base firmly. Take a deep breathe and pull the destroyer out of your slophole in one fast stroke pig. Feel your cunthole with your hands pig, look at it, see how brutalized it is, what a ruined sloppy mess you've reduced it to. Shove the destroyer back in, as deep as you can in one push, then again slide it away. Watch your cunthole flex and weaken with each thrust. Slide the destroyer in again, in and out pig, one stroke in each direction as deep as you can take it. Rip it entirely away from your cunthole, feel the air rush in to fill the gaping hole inside you now. Fill yourself pig, destroy your cunthole. Feel it give way to your strength, feel your pigcunt submit to the destroyer, feel it yield, give way, accept its future. Know you want your hole looser, want it ruined, stretched out further and wider. Fuck the destroyer in and out of your slophole, make yourself a true pigslut!
Whimper for me pig, and for your ruined and destroyed cunthole. Jam the destroyer as far as you can into your useless whore cunt and cum pig. Feel it roll through your body, feel it fill you up and leaving you hanging open for more. Cum hard for me pig. Think of your ruined cunt a day from now, a week. A year, a massive slophole hanging from your legs. Think of fists sliding into it, punching deep into you, rapidly, unrelenting. Hands pulling your cunt hole open, stretching it out, slipping inside with ease. Think of what anyone seeing your fuckhole would think, how they'd instantly know what kind of pigslut you were, what kind of pigcunt you had. Cum pig and destroy your cunt for me.
When you're done slowly draw the destroyer out of you. Watch it emerge the entire way; your ring try to desperately hold in every ridge, watch it obscenely stretch around the flared head. Look at it empty, see it hanging there, possibly gasping, unable to understand its emptiness. Reach inside and feel it as you did when warming up pig. Rub deep within and feel innately how it has been changed; how it has been altered by you. Looser now, saggier. More ruined, closer to being forever destroyed. Tell me how you feel now pig, tell me how your cunt looks. Tell me what you and your cunt truly are. [center]Dozer ~ http://www.bigsextoystore.com/cgi-bin/edatcat/BTSstore.cgi?user_action=detail&catalogno=SP123PPNA ~
[/center] Get your dozer ready pigslut. Tease the entrance of your whorish cunt with it, push the tip in then pull it out. Back again, just the barest edge. Tease your cunthole, give it only a small taste of what is going to come. What will your pigcunt look like when you're done with it, do you think pig? A horribly swollen mass of fuckmeat? A gaping gasping mess?) Start pushing the dozer in further piglet, start jabbing it in harder. Deeper and faster, feel it sinking into you. Prove it to me pigslut, begin jabbing it into your slophole harder. Remember when you first got your dozer? How tiny your cunthole was, how hard it was to even get it barely within you? Look at your cunthole now pig, look how the dozer is sliding into your fuckhole, feel how much wider your cunt has grown, how much looser you've forced your hole. In and out, work the dozer deeper and deeper into your fuckhole pig, push it into you, slide it deep within your slophole. Seat the dozer entirely within you pig. Are you panting? Are you sweating? We've only just begun to open your cunthole pig. Grab the dozer's base and begin pushing down pig. Rip it from your cunthole, pushing as you pull. Before your slophole even begins to close shove it back in pig. Force your cunt to open up again, to widen out. Rip it out of your hole again, pushing down as you do. Force it back up your cunthole, pushing against it as you do. Fuck yourself with it piglet, in and out, the entire dozer forcefully expanding your useless fuckhole. Destroy your hole for me piglet, ruin it like you know you want to do. Such a loose holed pig, fucking yourself with such a large plug. Look how easily it slips and slides in your worn, overused slophole. A true pigcunt, stretched out, a sagging mess. Your cunt is wet though, isn't it pig? It loves being destroyed, it craves being wrecked. You like ruining your cunt, deforming it, mutilating it, reducing it to just a large leaking gash between your legs, unable to close, aching to be spread even wider. Fuck yourself harder pig! Shove that dozer into your cunthole! Seat the dozer fully in your cunthole and take a breather pig. Begin preparing your mean plug. Do you still dislike using this plug piglet? Is it too much for you? Does it hurt you cunthole too badly, leave it too much of a twisted wreck? Relax your cunthole and try to push the dozer out without using your hands pig. Use your hands to loosen the dozer if you must, but try to get it out without them if you can, pigslut [center]Totem Pole ~ http://www.bigsextoystore.com/cgi-bin/edatcat/BTSstore.cgi?user_action=detail&catalogno=TSX-1061 ~
[/center] Prepare your totem piglet. You're nearly done with this session tonight. Is your cunt quivering? Is it gasping, twitching, trying to close but unable? Are you sitting in a puddle of your own pigslime? Begin pushing the head of your totem pole into your sloppy fuckhole pigslut Slowly slide it into your hole, letting the head push your cunt-flaps apart, letting it spread your ring out, push your inner walls wide open. Feel it stretch your cunthole as you work it back and forth, relax your cunt around it pig, let it fill you, let your cunt surround it, welcome it. Sit on it if you must pigslut, but slide the head back and forth through your cunt-ring, feel the oversized head tug at your inner walls as it slides out of your rapidly ruining cunthole. Think of how large your cunt has grown in such little time, think of how large it will have grown a month from now again. When we first met your slophole was so small, so tight. A prim little cunt for such a dirty pig. But how rapidly that has changed, how rapidly you have stretched your formerly tight cunt out, widened it, forced it open, grown it larger and larger. How quickly you've ruined it, destroyed it, wrecked it, hurt it to make it grow. your cunt knew a pig like you didn't deserve a tight little cunt. you need a giant gaping maw of a fuckhole, a cavernous dripping, drooling slophole, your pigslime leaking forth. A deformed mass of sagging fuckmeat, gaping open, twitching, quivering, trying to close but failing miserably. Fuck your slophole for me piglet, open it wider and make yourself into what you've always been. Slide the head into your slophole pig and work it deep inside. Slide the head back and forth within your cunt but don't remove it. Take the deepest stroke you can, making sure to tug at your fuckhole's opening with the head's big flare. Feel it tug against your walls, pulling them down, then pushing them wide open as it plunges deep inside you. Begin fucking yourself on the totem pole faster pig. Pull the head entirely out on the down strokes now, before pushing it back into your cavernous fuckhole In and out pig, fuck yourself with your totem. i know how tired you are by now pig, but don’t stop. Keep going, fuck harder! you are stronger than your cunt pig, overpower it, don’t give in. Ruin your slophole piglet, destroy it, wreck it forever. Look at how her holes are destroyed pig, fuck your slophole harder piglet, faster! Slide the head and the entire shaft in and out of your sloppy, gaping fuckhole! Begin pushing out, trying to push the totem pole from your slophole as you fuck yourself with it, pushing against your cunt, wearing the muscles down, stretching your fuckhole out. Slide the totem into your cunt pig and feel the second head pressing against your hole. Can you take it slut? Can you fuck the second head into your loose slophole? Push the second head into your sloppy cunthole, fuck your pigcunt with it! Ride it back and forth like a true pigslut you are. Open your cunthole pig! Destroy it, ruin it forever! Leave it the sagging, drooling mess you know it deserves! Leaking pigslime, a saggy mess of fuckmeat, hanging open, a quivering wrecked slophole. A true pigcunt, an identifier to all who see it as to what the owner truly is. Force the totem pole as deep as you can pig and then rip the entire toy out of your cavernous sloppy pigcunt. How are you piglet? Is your cunthole hanging open? Is it raw, sore? I hope to hear back from you, telling me you managed to complete this session (or maybe at least a paragraph?) Open your cunthole pig, stretch it out for me. Grow a pigcunt like you know you truly want. [font="Arial"][size="2"][/size][/font]
