Found this story on someother site... After my third child, my husband noticed I was not as tight as I used to be. It was true that I had a much harder time feeling him then I remembered. He would test me out with his fingers. 2 then 3 then 4. He said I bet my whole hand will fit in. Sure enough and it wasnt really that hard the first time. I was embarresed when he was able to put his entire hand in me but it did feel good. I was ashamed of being loose. I tried to strengthen my muscles down there but I was never able to grab anythig smaller than a few inches across. I kept trying to tighten up but it wasnt working. I gave up. My husband didnt really seem to mind so I accepted that I just had a loose pussy. This continued for sometime before my husband suggested what I really needed was a man with a really large one to do me. I played this fantasy out when in bed with him as he would use his hands on me. I was getting looser and looser. Eventually it became our kinky goal to see how big I could get. We were still having normal sex although it never curled my toes anymore and my orgasms were limited to oral sex. I was getting into all the attention from my husband and the dirtyness of it excited me. We eventually made it to both hands in me at once and it was somewhere around that time that I started loosing all feeling in my pussy. My lips had some sensation, more of a tingle, but the rest of my vagina was almost numb. I went to the doctor, I did not tell her about my husband using his hands in me though. She said that I had nerve damage from child birth and it most likely was permanent. I told my husband when I got home. I was crying but he seemed almost happy. He always liked it when I acted as if I couldnt feel him and now that I really couldnt he couldnt be happier. He kept at it, streching me out and only the largest toys gave me any pleasure vaginally now. My husband came up with the idea of having me sleep with a 1 ltr pop bottle in me to see if we could keep it open. I was game so we tried if for a month. It took a while to find a lubricant that wouldnt dry out overnight because it hurt like hell when I pulled that dry bottle out in the morning. After a few weeks, there was a significant change and I did indeed stay open at all times. We continued playing games like this for the next few years. Things changed though and we had some marital problems, he started seeing a younger woman and we eventually divorced. So here I am stuck with a ruined pussy. I did this for the man I loved and he left me for surely tighter pussy. I have been dating for awhile and yes I am still loose as ever. I am so embarresed and nervous when the guy I am dating puts it in for the first time, for both the fact that I cannot feel them and I know they cannot possibly feel me. I have had some strange looks on their faces when they put it in me and a few comments. I am glad to say that I finally found someone who likes oral sex and loves my extemely loose pussy. Oddly he has the smallest penis of anyone I have dated. He tries hard but so far he has yet to make me even wimper. We will see how this works out. I am glad I found this site. It is nice to know there are others who share the same kink as me and It is also nice to know I am not the only woman out there with a huge hole. Nancy
