scatsissyfistee

Today I finally fisted myself for the first time after warming up with a few toys for about an hour. I got all the way down on my biggest toy, ramming it in and out a lot after I loosened up, and felt like I should try to see if I could do a fist next. I laid on my bed ass up and reached around with my hand, starting with all four fingers and working my thumb in. Eventually after some movement and thrusting I was able to slide in past the knuckles and get my whole fist inside. The feeling was incredible, to finally feel like I could just stick my hand in my ass. I've been dreaming of being able to be fist punched, and when I fisted myself I was able to ball up my hand into sort of a proper fist and slowly slide it in at first. After a while of going slow I had loosened up enough to get a beginner's fist punch going and slop my hand in and out quickly, making lots of sloppy lube farts which only turned me on more and made me go harder. After about 2.5 hours of play, I came harder than ever and now I'm just anticipating the next round and being able to eventually just go straight to fisting and fist punching. I feel so accomplished

I've always wanted to go out with an older guy on a date, get really drunk, and leave with them in their car. We'd go find a parking lot somewhere alone so we can fool around before they take me home. I'd let them rip my jeans open so they can fuck and fist my ass. They'll fist my ass in the car, super sloppy fisting making a big mess and getting some shit and a bunch of fluids on my ass and jeans. They fist me so hard I prolapse and have a massive prolapse hanging out of my jeans. Then we'll get out of the car so I can kneel down as they piss on my face and all over my clothes. After I'm covered in piss, they turn around and present their asshole to me so I can eat their ass. I'm licking their ass, sucking on their hole, and then they take a huge soft and runny shit in my mouth and all over my face. While I'm covered in their shit, they turn around so I can suck them off. They cum all over my shit-covered face and tell me they need to get something from the car so I can clean up. Instead of getting me something to clean up, they get in the car and drive off. Leaving me kneeling down in the empty parking lot, with a sloppy prolapse hanging from my filthy jeans, shit and piss all over my face, cum dripping down my chin. I have to walk home, maybe get a bus, and people are staring at me and laughing at me. I'm completely humiliated and there's no where to hide, everyone knows I'm a disgusting scat slave with a ruined asshole they can see dangling from my pants. There's no holding the prolapse inside, every time I stand up it slips out of my giant gaping hole for everyone to see.

Other than anal and anal fisting, I like scat/piss play and femdom scat. I love watching a sissy slave eat shit straight from the source, or scat orgies where multiple women shit in a slave's mouth or shit on their chest or hair. There are some good ones I've seen where the slave is in a plexiglass box and tons of people take turns shitting and pissing on the slave in the box. It all floods up and the slave just has to lay in the slushy mess Maybe one day I'll convince my wife, she let's me eat her ass and lick her clean, but I think straight scat is off the table due to UTI risks

I would love for my wife to be able to punch fist my hole with no resistance. She has much smaller hands than me, and I can almost fist myself to the wrist, but not quite there yet. I really want a wrecked hole with lots of wrinkly skin that she can slop her fist in and out of with me barely noticing.

Just recently I've been able to take the Doc Johnson Master Tool #4, which is ~2.6 inches diameter. Still struggle to get it in, but I can finally stand up and clench to keep it from falling out. Only for a few seconds and then my hole loosens up and it falls out.