Clara

I went through a phase where I was playing with my ass in public a lot and didn’t always have anything actually lubricating, but always had juice lmao

me neither!! thankfully I had actually bought it for a non-sexual purpose (tanning snake skin!) so I didn’t feel sad abt it what DOES work for me is actually vape juice, lol… over the years I’ve gotten flavors that I don’t like in my vape and so I use them in my hole instead if you dont consume nicotine already, be careful!! I once fucked myself up by using WAYYY too much salt-nic juice at one time. (the nicotine molecules are different and MUCH stronger in that type) for sessions where I don’t mind causing more irritation, I’ll sometimes use rubbing alcohol or table salt, lmao.

I came to that video not too long ago hehehe

omfg, YES!!!! how deep were you able to get it in you? I’ve had success with getting it moderately deep with a small lube shooter and then pushing it in deeper with a long narrow dildo— after doing that, I am able to WALK AROUND with the (quite-firm!) dildo absolutely BURIED in me deeper than it can go without the oil

velona Jojoba Oil USDA Certified Organic - 16 oz (With Pump) | 100% Pure and Natural | Golden, Unrefined, Cold Pressed, Hexane Free | Moisturizing Face, Hair, Body, Skin Care, Stretch Marks, Cuticles https://a.co/d/e0yiz01 they have other sized bottles too :)

to me it’s actually much easier to wash off toys than any other oil based lubes I’ve used!! also, I was able to easily get my longest toy (thin + 16 inches long) so so so deep in me after shooting some jojoba oil in me… I was able to actually use it to fuck myself with long strokes without it being hard to get back in past the bend!! and I walked around for like 30 mins with it in me too

main thing with supermarket/pharmacy brands is that they’re often mixed with other oils or, in the case of ones intended for hair, dimethicones (a type of silicone that helps keep hair sleek). for general lubrication purposes, silicones and other oils would actually help you fuck yourself better but they dilute the desired effect of the jojoba oil so it’s best to seek out pure 100% jojoba oil your best bet for finding it IRL would be a beauty supply store (in the nail care section) or a health-food store’s beauty supply section since it’s also used as a “carrier oil” for essential oils that can irritate the skin if they aren’t diluted you don’t NEED it to be organic so save the money. I got a 16oz bottle from Amazon for like $18

I fist myself at least a little almost every single day, haha. you could be getting yourself too worked up psychologically though

I’ve actually done that before and have only been left with a slippery mess to clean up— jojoba oil is almost exactly the same as the natural oil in human skin so it soaks in without leaving you greasy it’s used for stretching piercings and in massage oils for its muscle-relaxing effect my hole felt absolutely different with it in a way I can’t really describe. I can get you the link to the original post the twitter user was sharing excerpts from if you want to get a bigger picture of the anal-experience level of the original poster if you’d like editing to add: most certainly not exactly the same as poppers lmao, just in the sense of “helping you be able to take something deeper and harder in your hole than without it” as someone who enjoys the sensation of irritating the mucus membranes of my nose & sinus almost as much as I do those of my colon, I definitely wish I could safely use poppers to give you a more direct comparison haha

not from using it once haha!! I used it a little last night but I didn’t really play too long so I don’t really feel it much this morning but I’ll let ya know.

this is the twitter thread: some people mix it into their lube but others use it straight. I used it straight!! I used an awkwardly short syringe to shoot a couple tablespoons inside me and then pushed it in deep with my hand and a toy, then let it sit for a while before resuming play I plan on getting some actual lube injectors and a big bottle of it before long so I can experiment with coating the depths of my hole even better, hehe this is the most of an actual prolapse I’ve ever gotten and I barely fucked myself to get it so I can’t imagine how fucked-up repeated use of the oil could get me, hehe https://www.redgifs.com/watch/thoseambitiousfrigatebird#rel=user%3Aclarablow;order=new

so I found that same little bottle of jojoba oil an hour or so ago lmao!! I found a guy on twitter who, at one point, used it daily so I came here to see how y’all folks felt about it— I had totally forgotten I had already tried it before, hahahaaaa ironically enough, I also recently found that old bottle of lube + oil and fucking THREW IT OUT bc I was freaked out by why it was yellow, runny, and oddly scented as far as results, earlier I almost hilted a 24oz beer can WHICH SCARED ME bc I never had to even remotely worry about it getting stuck before

fuuuuck that’s hot

*blushes* yeah, occasionally… I had the most success/fun using Vaseline for lube which I don’t like using that often bc it requires a lot of scrubbing to get off my skin after haha

I’m still nonbinary but yes it’ll be testosterone haha really excited for clit growth and more body hair

yeah I didn’t really notice any progress on mine until I started straining regularly I do it around my fist, my smaller toys, and objects like metal travel cups (be sure they end in a diameter much larger than what you can take since they aren’t flared and straining can help things go deeper!!)

oh man, I have one of those and I just assumed it was scar tissue from one of the MANY times I’ve scratched myself because of refusing to cut my nails before shoving my hand inside myself hahaha

hiiiii!!!! just wanted to say congrats on starting the journey!! I’ve known I’m non-binary for a while and was curious abt starting testosterone for YEARS but only just now made an appointment (March 30th!!!) I would’ve started last year if finances had been ideal but it finally got to a point where I needed to make it happen badly enough where I’ll find ways to make the money aspect work out— I consider that to be my own “egg crack” moment ^__^ ————— for me, anal-only started out as being practical for birth control reasons but has grown to be gender-euphoric when thinking about it like having my cock locked away edit: also I don’t usually cum from sex unless it’s while riding a very specific size/shaped cock for a VERY long time haha so the lack-of-orgasm while getting anally fucked isn’t really a factor for me

I started my journey out with vaginal stretching— my ass used to be “the tight hole”. no one rly ever commented on how loose my pussy was back then but I did sometimes offer up my ass as the tighter option haha I started playing with my ass at the end of 2019; I rung in 2020 by fucking an old high school friend who was on a lotta xanax n weed and didn’t realize when he started fucking my pussy (I prefer to do anal-only with guys who don’t wanna wear condoms, so the pussy is the “wrong hole” haha) anyway, I prefer anal for masturbation because I don’t have to be as careful about what type of lube I use & how sterile my toys are like I do with my pussy. I can just slop some soap and/or cheap lotion on whatever I wanna impale myself on and go from there no problem another thing is that it’s much easier for me to ride toys and fist myself anally

awwhhhh I just love filthy degrading talk, I absolutely think the fact that it’s borne of such work and consistency gives it an inherent beauty no matter what it looks like

ohhh yeah that shit saved my life years ago but now I can’t handle the texture… there’s a lot I love about being autistic but changes in my sensory aversions SUCK I currently use a Curel lotion with ceramides which helps the skin not lose as much moisture in the first place *chortles* next? I guess you mean “next one my fingers are inside” because I haven’t ever yet gotten to play with someone who could even remotely take an entire fist… would absolutely fucking love to, esp with a freak like you who isn’t scared of bleeding and yeah, I’d want them all swollen & puffy before you even exposed your hole to me… all warmed up and ready for eating

I honestly didn’t really see much progress until I stopped using big toys and started solely fisting myself, using soap at least a few times a week! hiiiii frieeennnddd!!! cant wait to see your continued progress!!! wish you could set that beautiful soapy hole onto mine so we could grind our delicious meat together, hehe

Tim, I wanna absolutely makeout with that disgusting thing!! beautiful swollen lips and a meaty red tongue to suck & swirl my tongue around??? fuuuck not to mention that I’m SURE you wouldn’t mind me nibbling my teeth all on it, hm?

yeah, great tip I‘m working on exploring my top/dominant side & recently got to finger a VERY inexperienced sub; I bought some orange gloves bc thats my favorite color (for CONFIDENCE, lol!) and it turns out that that color in that brand is textured for better grip I, of course, didn’t notice it when using it on my own (gaping fuckin’ open) hole and didn’t think about how it might affect him until after the fact… but now I know for next time! I wanted to have gloves because I am VERY rough on my hands, especially with colder weather coming up, so I almost always have cuts and/or cracked skin on my hands. I also didn’t want him to be nervous about my fingernails being rough (even though I trimmed them)

for someone just starting to experiment with soaping, simple soap with no perfumes n such is great; give your body as few variables to react to at the same time!! that being said, as someone who at soaps themself on a regular basis (at one point I did it daily for two weeks straight, lol) I have used cheap overly-perfumed bar soap, antibacterial bar soap, ultra-concentrated Dawn liquid soap, shampoo…. like all sorts of random stuff, haha, and I haven’t had any unexpected reactions to any of it I WOULD suggest generally staying away from antibacterial soap because it could possibly affect your intestinal flora; I didn’t notice any changes (like I have with oral antibiotic medication) but it’s a risk I think is important to share with others my favorite thing is lubing my hand up with the ultra concentrated liquid soap and then gliding my fist into myself right up to the sigmoid *smirks delightedly* I hold it there until my colon juuuust barely starts to wanna push it out, then I squeeze as tightly as I can to wipe off as much of the soap inside me as possible then I add more to my hand and fist-fuck away until I just can’t take any more