QUOTE(ultradude @ Aug 14 2007, 12:56 AM) [snapback]44717[/snapback] Hi guys, I am pretty new here. Just been reading so far this is my first post. I just have to say that I have been into ass stretching for several years now. I've used several large plugs, home made stuff, my own fingers and so on. I bought this toy: http://www.bigsextoystore.com/cgi-bin/edat...logno=DJ0236-01 (Not from this shop though) I bought it because I didn't think it was much bigger than I could handle. Man I was wrong! Maybe I wasn't totally warmed up, but when I sat down and pushed on this thing, all of a sudden the head shot into my ass with a pop and I instinctively jumped off as a reflex action. TONS of blood! I was scared absolutely shitless. I mean I've seen traces of red before, and the first time I worked my own fist up there it bled a little bit, but this was dripping out! It bled a little on and off again for a few days and was a little sore. Thankfully it stopped and I left the damn thing alone for several weeks. Recently I squatted down to see my hole in a mirror and it looked kind of distored a little bit of a weird shape.... I think I have disfigured my ass hole permanently Also, I was playing around recently for the first time in weeks and it bled again.... nowhere near as much, but it did bleed. I think I must have torn myself or a vessel. My question is - will this eventually heal up? What can I do about it apart from be less reckless next time? Will the scar tissue that's formed just be a weak point that will keep opening up every time? My girlfriend says I should give up on ass-stuff, but I love my bum too much for that! Opinions appreciated. I'm working on this one. Enjoy!! QUOTE(Dutchy 2 @ Aug 14 2007, 06:52 AM) [snapback]44823[/snapback] I'm working on this one. Enjoy!! http://www.bigsextoystore.com/cgi-bin/edat...gno=DP-PARTNER8