This is something I've been meaning to ask for a while now, since it's kinda bugging me. Do any of you sometimes or often feel guilty after visiting this forum, or watching porn that could be on this forum? I like the pictures and videos posted here, the female ones anyway, and they turn me on, but after watching them I almost always feel guilty. It gives me thoughts like I'm not normal, like I'm not supposed to watch this. Mostly I think, other guys my age probably watch straight scenes, blowjobs, lesbians, artsy stuff like galitsin or met-art, while me, I get off on gaping assholes, lezzies asslicking, assfisting and an occasional enema. I'm not religious at all so it's not because of any beliefs or anything before you might think that. Couple of times I deleted every "dirty" porn file I had, only to redownload most stuff later. What also bugs me is that the more I watch it, the more extreme things I watch. I remember years ago, the first time I saw Taylor Rain on a huge buttplug I thought it was crazy, then later when I saw Kely Wells do double anal I thought oh no that's just insane, but now double anal is like meh, whatever seen it already. Girls pissing on each other or drinking each other's piss, or a prolapse like bubdzia would have totally grossed me out back then, but now I could easily eat a bag of chips while seeing gapes, know what I mean? While artsy sexscenes turn me on a lot, stuff like double anal or a gape rarely does it for me anymore, it takes something like Elmer's stuff to surprise me and actually catch my interest. Anyone else feel or has felt the same? On one side I'd rather not watch "dirty" porn anymore because I feel bad afterwards, on the other side I actually like watching it. Even if I say I'm not going to watch "dirty" porn anymore, the next time I see a link to "Hot chick takes it in the ass and farts his cum" I'm sold again anyway. I was hoping for some comments/discussion.
