@ Anne23 I really want to trust you because you are a member of the board. But I am sure that I will not believe it until I have seen it here . After I all, I believe that you believe it happened . But now, a serious question. Even though I posted some scat movies that were really appreciated here, I am not turned on by it, even though I must admit that the Phenomenon fascinates me. I have read aaaaaa lot of books about psychology and have even studied it for some semesters at university before I chose something else far more disturbing (don't ask, please don't ask). I have even had a roommate who was into scat, but I knew too well that he would never admit it or even talk about it. Therefore I have until now not received any satisfying explanation for : 1. What makes it so erotic? (Domination, submission, humiliation, crossing borders, disgusting others) 2. What difference in interest makes up the difference between doing it and watching it ? (like, do all who watch want to do it as well) 3. Is it in some cases triggered by certain events in the childhood or youth and what are these events? (examples) 4. What effect has the smell? (does it smell good for some or is it erotic that it stinks) 5. Which consistence is preferred? (Do some like diarrhoea, and why) I know that explaining this to someone who has proven to be absolutely clueless in this matter might be disturbing, annoying or blasphemy for some of you. I promise that I don't want to know it to judge it but because I have been cursed with an insatiable curiosity and I have been asking myself all this for yyyyyeeeaaarrrrsss. I also don't believe that I will get any satisfying answer in books, but I believe that the members of this board can help me out much better. So please, if you think that you are capable of answering even only one of these questions, please do me the favour. After all, understanding what you enjoy so much about it might help me to choose better which scat movies to post, for I have no way of doing so yet. Thanks a lot in advance and sorry for coming into this topic as a complete virgin.