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Why is this in the story section?

Great video. A girl who can fist her own ass and gape like that is the absolute best.

Good stuff, I really enjoy you posts.

Why would you move in with her if you knew beforehand that she is not into assplay? The relationship is doomed already.

Is this worth posting? It's incomplete, a bit disjointed. It's lifted out of a draft. There is more before this, some parts extracted out of the body of this text, and then it ends right when it's getting good, and left me wanting more. The rambling remembrances of a ridiculously randy redhead, rolling a reefer while riding a righteous rump reamer. I’m watching Hole on tape. Studying game tapes like the football team does on Mondays, because even though I get off watching my own porn, in my head it’s totally different than watching someone else fuck. But I always watch for when I get dropped on some guy’s lap with his cock up my ass. I know I’m really not, but during a scene, my mind allows the illusion to exist that I have control of myself. All the way until my feet get forced up off the thighs of my anchor man. It doesn’t matter how long that criminally thick cock has been slamming up into my ever-loosening asshole, but whenever I get pushed back on his chest and my legs are forced up in the air, the knowing I’m about lose all positional control of my body, fully impaled and opened to the man/men waiting to join us. Even after three years of acting (excuse my laughing, an actress…hooo. Funny.) in this business it’s that moment in a scene where I let my inner freak out. And it’s been months, maybe longer since I’ve done a scene that doesn’t have that particular movement in it. I’m a full on double anal slut, and I love it. In itself, the drop isn’t any big deal for me, unlike some of the fresher girls that are clearly scared to lose that foot hold that is her last chance to escape. Believe me, because I watch what they do when I am bingeing on porn, just like I am this morning. When I am being critical of a scene I’m watching faces as much as I can. Watch the slaps and bumps they’re using as cues instead of talking, seeing how much effort they put into editing, and all kinds of things. I know I’m different. It has to be mental. Getting dropped on a cock is just one little example, and it’s a part of how I’m feeling this morning…I think my cat knows when I’m going to get freaky before I do, because she disappears. Sure, I fuck myself everyday, but days like this are different. I talk to myself more, and while I rarely formally address myself, my freak name has always been Hole. It’s Monday morning and the these feelings are gently lapping on my skin, little flashes of goosebumps even. These feelings, fuck. This happens about twice a month and I can tell now that I’ll go until late tomorrow night, probably crash out Wednesday day. I certainly can’t speak for anyone else, but when I get really cranked up I go into an altered state. Am I a nymphomaniac? Don’t know if I believe that that even exists, while at the same time knowing that I can become so consumed with stuffing huge objects in my ass that I’ll do it and not even maintain normal activities. Like eating, sleeping, or personal hygiene. So maybe I am a nympho, or is it Hole who’s the nympho? I’ve made space for here in my life, so I’m OK with where I’m at. But on these mornings, when I’m just starting to feel horny, I think about how these sensations affect me and compare various parts of what makes up this insane (Yea, I said that) sex drive I have. I haven’t named it yet, but this hyper-horny experience I go on, from the very beginning I can distinguish it from my normal state of constant arousal. When I doing a scene it comes to me at the drop. It’s almost like the first twinges you feel on an acid trip, a tingle up my spine and I want to giggle. It’s subtle, but I’ve seen myself visibly shiver right then in three or four times when studying my own work. Those tend to be scenes where I had two or more cocks over 9” and I was super horny going in. In 99% of porn scenes that have the drop, the girl being dropped will soon have a cock in her pussy, but not me. Once my legs go up that second cock always goes in my ass. Always. One time I was dropped on this super thick Brazilian Donkey dick and I flashed to Star Wars and cracked up laughing visualizing making the jump to light speed in the Millennium Falcon. The instant slamming of another 10” monster next to it up my ass appeared to knock the wind out of me, because I went silent, but I went back to laughing about four deep strokes later. That was a great scene for me and really a fan favorite, too. Once I have been dropped on a cock the action definitely takes a turn. In my earlier DAP’s it took a few minutes, or maybe until the #3 man tagged in before I could settle enough to look good with two cocks fucking my ass. It’s very important to me that the audience knows that I am enjoying the sex taking place. That’s because I truly love being a complete anal slut. It’s why I came into porn in the first place. Even in high school I knew I would end up in LA. I got into stuffing my ass and pussy with cucumbers in the 8th grade. Once I stretched my holes enough to feel it the next day, I had a feeling that I might be different. Girls at school would lament the possibility that they might actually risk feeling something in their crotch. Shit, that next day ache was great, I’d be so sensitive that I could rub my panties a bit and cum in a way that didn’t hurt, but I still had a lot of heat in my cunt (or ass) and made if more intense. It wasn't long before skinny little five foot nothing, buck oh five weighing me was stopping at Safeway on the walk home from school to get three fresh cucumbers twice a week, and I got a kick out of how the checkout ladies (that’s how I thought of them back then, ladies, because they were soooo much older, ya know, like in their 30’s maybe) were not a bit shy about complimenting me on the quality of the choices I’d made. I bought three because I would get two that I knew would fit comfortably and then a third, bigger one I dubbed the Challenger. That way I could get my fuck on nice and hard and also work on getting bigger for part of my playtime. Sandi was one of the checkers I saw a lot and she steadily got more sexual in her comments to me. I think it was because I always blushed and never denied any of what she alluded to. This interplay went on from 8th grade until I graduated high school-there’s some stories there ohh, yes…Sandi was so sexy… Wait, OMG, I just added the title to this. I’m fucking stoned alright, shit. Who doesn’t love some horny alliteration? Ok, slow it back down, hole. Fuck, I wish this didn’t feel so good…I’m such a liar Christ, I gotta stay away from that amyl I brought, no, smuggled it from Europe in my ass, the amyl nitrite. I need to keep out of that as long as I possibly can. Fuck, just thinking of about it is pushing me over… slow down, Hole, pace yourself. The thought that I sat on a plane for 13 hours with 600 ml of that nasty, horny, stinky, ass opening, nose burning crap stuffed in my ass is so hot.. Fuckfuckfuck I’m cumming again. Stream of thought, mmmmmmmmmmmm, damn. I’ve really got a thing for butt plugs. Never used to think I did, but for a long time when I would go toy shopping, I seemed to always buy a new butt plug. At least if they had something bigger than I had. I went through the toy boxes the other day and counted 37 butt plugs. 37, for fuck sake. The reason that number surprises me is because it wasn’t obvious due to the fact that I have over 200 dildos in there too! Half of my spare bedroom is devoted to my fuck toys. This one I’m on is called a Fat Man in a Barrel. Fat doesn’t even begin…go look it up yourself. I love that once I seat it in and my ass lips clamp around the flange it ain’t going anywhere. Fuck, it feels good, my fat man. Where was I? Where am I? Can I get Wanton Sluts for $300, Alex? Gawd, I love lazy days like this…Safeway, Sandy. ….Later… gotta say, this fat man has been like baseball was to Chico Escuela. Getting this hot brings out the silly, but how can I not when this butt plug is so berry, berry good to me. What this fat man in my ass does bring to mind is crazy shit I’ve done with him. It’s like he’s my boyfriend and we’re doing kinky things to spice things. I’ve done this twice and it made me so horny and feel so slutty; I went out in public with my fat man stuffed up my ass. The story- One thing I think is sooooo slutty is putting in this plug, my fat man, and then put on this ultra hot pair of stretch denim jeans I have and go walk the mall. Seriously, it was as almost as good as two huge cocks up my ass, but in a different way. Because even though I’ve fucked on film for three years, like 200 scenes…I don’t get recognized when I’m out. Might be a surprise to some, but it’s hard not to be anonymous in LA. Besides, I never got any taller, I’m still five feet tall but I managed to fill out. I am totally in love with my butt. In certain jeans, shorts, whatever, I’m fucking hot…the mall, you slut, the mall. Sorry. So it has to be the stretch jeans, because if they’re just super tight regular denim, They try to push the plug even further up and that’s just too much, and hides to point of the whole exercise… When I get them stretched up over my butt and settled in place I turn around to look in the mirror and I almost squirted in my pants. O.M.G. It looks like there’s a family sized can of soup trying to bust out of my jeans. Fuck, it’s so hot. It was then and it is now remembering it. So yeah, these stretch jeans are so nasty looking and they are loooow on my hips, but high enough in back to provide a frame for the plug , a tight t-shirt over my proud and perky B+ tits, I’m fucking hot, I know it sounds arrogant, whatever, but I was psyching myself up for the mall. And I could somehow make myself think I might not attract much attention. Because one thing the mall is full of is freaks wanting to attract attention. So how would a hot little high school girl turn any heads. White Nikes, white t-shirt, and faded blue jeans, nothing to see here. I had put a pad in front because I was gushing before I left the apartment. I saw that the 405 was moving, so I blasted up and over to that mall in Pacoima, trying to get out of my home range a bit. I was lucky, but it was one in the afternoon. That’s LA for ya though, when the freeway isn’t jammed, it’s fuckin’ flying. I parked and checked myself in the mirror and laughed. With the sprinkle of freckles that I have finally embraced as fucking sexy (and make me look like straight up jail-bait) the ball cap with my pony tail stuck through the size adjuster thingy, my insanity looked obvious due to the fact my eyes were dilated wider than my asshole right then, like the whites were almost gone. I felt like pure molten sex. I chose to my fat man for this because I knew I could make the full trip without a sudden gotta-get-it-out-now-now-NOW happening. I’ve worn this plug all day before around the house and slept all night with him in dozens of times. Still, I did a check as I walked to the doors and pushed out some and I could feel him dropping a bit, but the instant I relaxed he slid right back up to where the thick base rested between my cheeks, displaying a complete ring standing about an inch proud of the compound curves of my sexy little butt. Here we go… I walk like I have a destination for a bit, all boring stores right here anyway. It’s June, so there’s a lot of kids my age, oops, I mean… you know what I mean. I was immersed in this, I felt like I was 16, looked like it 16, 22, whatever. I’ll still be getting carded when I’m 40, bank on it. I guide toward the Foot Locker, Those boys are usually hunky, good as any…

Thanks for the installment. Great story.

A fantastic tail, uhh, tale. Decently written too.

The legalporno group consistently harvests fresh Russian girls that soon are in double anal scenes and some of them become quite proficient. Linda Sweet and Arwen Gold are just two who come to mind. And the website has free previews of all their scenes...

Here is a short story I just found. It definitely qualifies for this forum.     http://www.nifty.org/nifty/lesbian/authoritarian/janes-suspension/

:)  I like it

I second the camera. I've used various combos of mirrors (and still do) but my biggest breakthrough was buying a USB extension cord for my webcam.  I  have my PC in the playroom so it's easy to watch things happen live (good), or just let it record- you can still watch it live, but you can also watch it later (better)

An "anal asylum for special needs young women" sounds like the basis for a story of its own.

  You're taking the right steps toward opening up. The biggest thing(other than wanting it) is having toys that are too big now, you have something to aspire to. Frequency of play is a big factor. Playing often within your current limits will help you when you attempt the big ones, so keep playing and having fun, don't get too frustrated. When I was younger and wanting to expand my horizons I frequently used bottles (of all types). What helped more than anything was heat.   I would find bottles with a good reusable cap. Then I would fill the bottle with hot water before playing with it. The heat in the bottle allows my hole to open up, not to mention feeling really fucking good. It's something you might try...   Metal camping bottles are great for this, but they are not all created equal. Many have a sharp bottom edge, while others are nicely rounded and much more suitable for assplay. I found a Stanley brand metal bottle that has a very nice beveled bottom that I use every time I play- $5 at Wal-Mart, a bargain. Has Wal-Mart made it to Australia?

She's great. thanks

good stuff, thanks

http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=jxfpc-G564-   Prolapsing really does nothing for me, but I do love the look of big, obviously hard-worked ass lips. Those are hard to achieve by simply impaling yourself on huge hands or toys. Ass pumping can focus on growing your prolapse or on ass lip development. The difference is having some sort of toy inserted while pumping. Some cylinders come with one already built into the tube, but it appears that it can be improvised, or improved, with a dildo in the tube. Here is an extreme example of asslip development through pumping. For those who know, it's Kirk J. For those who don't, this is insane.

I've got a brass bodied Craftsman hand vacuum pump that's fully dis-assemblable (is that a word?), it can be totally taken apart and cleaned. It's very old though, when they still made good tools. It's an automotive tool intended to push or pull air as needed. You might find something like that second-hand.

She might have a very different feeling when she realizes that the anal fist is for you and not her.

You should have some idea about how she will react when you mention fisting.  She is your girlfriend, after all.  Does she have any kinky interests of her own or does she only let you fuck her on Wednesdays and Sundays, with the lights out and in the missionary position? Does she enjoy anal sex? That is a big first step. I think if a girl says no to getting fucked in the ass, then you have very far to go before you mention the fisting part.

My brother knows...(he like to get pissed on). My mother knows but acts like she doesn't. We're all very close, I work alongside my brother and our office/shop is at the folks' place A couple of casual platonic friends know. My former girlfriend(from my videos), of course... and her current boyfriend. Maybe more. I don't show my face much where my porn stuff is, but I do a few times. My real name and the oregongaper name don't cross hit each other when I google myself. My videos have half a million views...but the way I figure it, if someone I know  does discover me and my kinks, they would have to have a real interest themselves, so more than likely it wouldn't be a problem. 

One should never worry about how a doctor might react to something as mundane as a loose ass. They've seen worse, much worse   As for me, I started playing with my ass around 10 years old, and discovered my dick soon after. I have a distinct point of reference for that, because I got a new baseball mitt for my 11th birthday along with a bottle of  "baseball mitt conditioner",. which was just very evocatively scented oil. There was no sex talk in our family, but as the youngest son, I actually think it was  preemptive buy by the parents, because I got a lot of stroking done with that bottle of oil and it lessened my snooping around in their room, but I digress.   The first "toy" I used was a Vick's Inhaler, nicely rounded tip. I would play with my ass occasionally in the shower or when my folks went bowling a couple nights a week. My brother was five years ahead of me and had a constantly growing porn collection, even though he wasn't 18 yet. There was a lot of anal and DP action in those glossy "magazines" that would have two or three scenes in them, your classic Swedish Erotica or Blue Diamond, and others. I was fascinated by the anal porn and was completely comfortable with the erotic pleasure I could experience with my own ass.  As I grew up I moved up to a glass Alka-Seltzer bottle (anyone remember those?) I also made my own dildo on the lathe in Wood Shop in Jr. High School.  That lasted me for a couple of years and I didn't play a lot in High School.  I went into the Army as a combat medic and landed at a hospital in Germany as my first duty station, as lucky as lucky can get, then working in Newborn Nursery taking care of babies.  There were many wives of officers who worked as civilian contract nurses and I worked with several, and one in particular who was a real spitfire. She had a full exam room set up in her home, stirrup table, the whole deal. Eventually she convinced me to let her examine me and it wasn't long before she had her arm way up my ass and then both arms (she was a tiny woman)  So, my fate was sealed at 19 years old...

The second one is fucking hotter than hell. Watch the video all the way to the end. She's crazy alright, but funny too.

Any machine that someone is offering up for commercial sale is an inferior product, seriously. You're  better off mounting a toy to a rigid post or something you can get your legs around and backing up to it and getting some exercise while you impale yourself. That's what I like to do:   http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=ExWm9-G864-

My biggest fantasy about extreme anal is the idea of having a giant plug stretching my as 24 hours a day. To live as a true slave to my hole, that would be incredible.   In real life, two big hands in my ass is awesome, but the best is gaping open wide and deep like a tunnel and when a fist goes in I can stay relaxed and open while the air exhales around the wrist/forearm.

If you only play solo with toys, perhaps it's time to find someone to actually fist you. Just a suggestion...   Or, it might be time to go bigger with your toys.  There's really no shame in that,