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  1. Well I did this to myself last Friday evening after working my hole for 6 hours straight. Started off with my shower hose nozzle (which with hard water from my tap wears my hole out), before moving on to anal stretching and depth play before finishing off with some pumping. Note that I was high so that mightve had to do with how I got to the point I did but the day after was wonderful. Day afterwards my whole asshole was very tender so I was very aware of it. Wasn't sore, but if I sat down I could feel like I had been fucked good. When pushing in the bathroom it felt like my ass wanted to fall out. When I'd fart, the air would simply pass through my still loose lips creating a deep loose sound that I love. By Monday things were almost back to normal and now today I don't feel anything there. I love when I get to this point because I'm constantly reminded of the anal play in the days afterwards, a big reason Im aiming to get a prolapse. Only downside is being too sore to play again.
  2. Tbf she could still have problems but still do porn. It's her only source of income so whats she going to do if she has to retire early? Better to power through it and make bank than deal with trying to find mainstream work as a former famous extreme pornstar in eastern Europe (wheres she's from). It sounds like she does daily enemas as part of her regimine so that's probably how she's dealing with any problems that might come up from her constrictions. Ofc this is all pure speculation so I could be wrong too.
  3. Thank you for the explanation! Can I ask more about your personal psychology on why you choose to go ahead with this body modification? What about a penis bisection is appealing to you? Hopefully I don't sound judgemental, just curious as hell! I've seen a woman with a tongue bisection in porn that wrapped her tongues around a dildo for a Bj. That was very hot and mesmerizing to watch.
  4. Wait, you split your penis in half? I have so many questions. Why? How was that? How's sex now? How is it when you piss and how is it when you cum? How is it with normal clothing on? What was the procedure like?
  5. @Darthvin You're making me so jealous lol. Sounds like your hole is right where I want mine to be. Ive made a lot of progress in the last 2.5 years on my journey to prolapsing. So far I have a huge rosebutt and I can feel thw strain and pressure on my internal sphincter and can tell that it can and wants to come out. Im just going to need more training. How are you enjoying your prolapse? Do you have fun things that you do with it now that it can stay out? I wish my prolapse could stay out so I could push it out in a warm bath. Thatd be heaven
  6. Ivory bar soap would be the safest soap to use.
  7. Haha I love how noisy my hole is. For some reason its such a turn on when I hear a girl with a noisy asshole in porn and when mine behaves like that it gets me super horny. Everything @Darthvin Said is spot on.
  8. So as someone whos training to get a prolaosed hole and has made some recent progress and is now an owner if an internal prolapse at least, here are the sensations I find: When Im loose and open, like able to fist myself, and in a squating position Im now able to feel my internal sphincter descend as a mound. Im actually able to massage my four fingers around the mound, all inside my hole. Lately when doing intense pushing sessions while open, during heavy bouts of pushing it actually does feel like I can feel the muscles stretching and straining. Maybe not detaching or anything but its a distinct feeling. I wouldn't say its pleasurable or painful though but it gives me an idea that I'm making progress. You can always set up a mirror in front of yourself as well when you train your rose so you can actually see your results.
  9. Thanks. I genuinely do care for her and would love to see her get to a better place in life. She doesn't even have to do my kinks, but like you said I iust need to communicate with her more about how its making me feel. I am internalizing a lot of thjs
  10. Ill admit that I wrote that in a moment of frustration. While my marriage is far from what I hold in my fantasies its good in most aspects, but ebs and flows as any relationship generally does. Its a complicated matter but she needs me so I stay with her. Also, the grass isn't necessarily always greener on the other side and dating in a smallish town in your 30s where your now ex also dates would be a challenge in itself. I also hold out some hope that things will get better despite the contrary being true. She has indulged me in anal play before but for the past year due to having a kid, sex has all but gone down to once per month, if I'm lucky. She's also got the perspective that sex is about achieving an orgasm as quickly as possible in order to achieve relief and that taking longer than necessary to get to orgasm ends up in frustration due to a waning interest. However she's mostly okay with my solo play. She isn't enthusiastic about it per se, but she doesn't prevent me from having ny solo time either. I don't know. It's all very complicated and while I'd love to walk away and try to find a partner that I connect with better sexually, what new problems will I have chasing such a life? How would that decision affect everyone around me that I still care for? I'll leave it at this. Mental health issues affect the victim but also affect those around you. If you can afford it, please seek therapy to better your situation. Also recognize that anal play isn't okay with everyone and that people hold a variety of opinions on the matter, some more close minded than others and when opening up about something so vulnerable one should be careful in doing so due to the possibility of rejection. Set your expectations low and your expectations will always be exceeded.
  11. Ugh I love this so much! Congrats on the awesome results and thank you fot giving me an idea of what to do tonight hehehe
  12. Definitely a good thing to know your limit and when to stop. Maybe I'll get to that point one day but for the last 13 years I've been of the mindset that psychedelics are wonderful things to try out and with the variety available its like trying to discover new music. Each psychedelic hits a specific set of receptors making each one unique and thats hugely fascinating. They also do an amazing job intensifying and heightening the sensations of sex which I love. Not every trip is spent playing with my ass though. Sometimes I take too much and I'm no longer in the right headspace. Like last week I had intended it to be a super sexy night and while it was good, it wasn't the best I had and I felt mostly like I was being filled up and less that pleasurable anal feel we all love. I plan to keep using psychedelics as long as I am able to. They've provided me with so much insight and meaning that I don't want to stop exploring. I still enjoy life though and keep my use to once per month, which I think is pretty moderate. In any case, if anybody has any questions about psychedelics and psychedelic anal play, please feel free to reach out!
  13. Yeah of course if you don't have experience with both anal play and psychedelics separately then I don't recommend combining the two until your a pro at both. However imo the psychedelic class can be safely used since it does not reduce the sensation of pain. If you have a pain in your ass, it'll feel just as bad as when you are sober too. The risks come when you can't feel the pain from your hole. I suspect 5-ht1b specifically and I've spoken to one other person who agrees on this and thats because its the transmitter more commonly found throughout the body such as in the stomach. When stimulated, this is what results in the nausea sensation and stomach uneasiness on the comeup as well as the body load throughout. I believe that this same process is also "irritating" the bowels maybe similarly to soap inducing a forced pushing sensation on the asshole. Its not exactly the same as soap though because it ofc does not sting or feel painful and you aren't shoving a proper irritant in your hole. If you want to do this but be safe about it, Id recommend starting with a microdose or threshold dose. You won't trip but you'll still activate those receptors giving the same effect. I enjoy tripping though and it makes me hornier so I go all in.
  14. After a good anal session this weekend where I could feel my prolapse truly begin to push out, here are my tips: Depth toys - namely the slink, but you want to widen the whole rectum and inner sphincter. Psychedelics - the 5-ht1b action really induces the pushing sensation and allowed me to force my prolapse out further than I ever have before. As for the pump itself. Its the same as others here. I have managed to get it in and pump successfully but its also pretty uncomfortable and at times painful, so its not something I seek to do too often. Also during the act itself, I have to keep edging myself to keep my head in it but if I cum with the pump in then it's very uncomfortable and I just want to get it out. I'll definitely do it again, but I wish that I had someone I could orally service while my guts are sucked out of my asshole.
  15. Are you talking about /r/prolapseville or is there another subreddit that I can add to my collection?
  16. Hey all! This isn't my content, but I saw that an author is listing their excellent book on deep anal play for free for the next three days starting today. So O figured I'd support them by spreading the word. Get your copy here: https://www.amazon.com/Anal-BDSM-sexuality-comprehensive-overview-ebook/dp/B09RMFPMM9/?ref_=d6k_applink_bb_dls&dplnkId=76498e7e-f4c3-4eef-a3e2-86654e514681
  17. I wouldn't say most and I'd be careful about admitting your deepest desires as it can sometimes backfire. With my wife when I confided to her that I liked anal on me she was disgusted with me and told me so. She also questioned my sexuality. With some communication and education I did manage to get her to try it a few times but I know for sure that she isn't into it, and we don't ever do kinky sex anymore now that her sex drive has gone down the drain. Im pretty sure she resents my kink because whenever I go to do solo play on my own I can tell it bothers her. Moral of the story, get these conversations done early on, be ready rejection, but most importantly dont settle for less like I have.
  18. Im currently at this stage as well, and it gives me butterflies knowing that my prolapse is developing, and that soon it will be coming out of my hole entirely and will never be able to go back to normal.
  19. /r/popperpigs on reddit is an excellent community for this btw. Poppers are okay for this and will help you get further, but often its so finicky and adds more to do for playing that my head doesn't get into it quite as much.
  20. I've read its due to the wide hips, general overall better skin/muscle elasticity amongst the gender and then ofc the perineum being thinner in women. Also, their pelvic floor is much better at pushing for birth, so I imagine that helps with pushing anal prolapses.
  21. Just saying plenty of Latin models have prolapses and there are even a few black prolapses on reddit. Plenty of prolapse Queen's from eastern and middle europe too. I've seen a few different Asian prolapses too. Don't limit yourself man, any race get them. I just think women have a more natural ability to get them.
  22. Thats so exciting! Congratulations on your progress. I bet it's going to be the most wonderful feeling once it pokes through. I think that I will try your technique. What do you do about the soap after?
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