Bottomlad

So I'm a regular user of big sex toys, 3 nights a week for few hours with really big toys, iv never been able to truley push out my rectum iv has nice roses from time to time, I purchased a cheap pump few months ago went off it after a few goes had a bad experience where I think I'd pumped to hard in wrong spot and was in pain for a while, but last few nights iv been giving it a go inside me if 30 min maybe but longer last 3 nights, well tonight after pumping inside for around 20 min I pulled a little while the suction was there, when pulled out and I stretched myself I can only describe as a click down there and part pushing out over my ring, I'm in front of a mirror, it's not very big around 2-3 inches but by hell have I never had this before in my 10 years experience down there, so I'm asking people more in the know than me have I had a prolapse, I will it stay like that when having play will it pop out more easily now? I read you have to break a legament down there for it to pop out like that? Thanks In advance and if it's any advice buy a pump go slow and enjoy

Iv often wondered what that white stuff was, though it's was some lube from previous week or something, so this white stuff on my toys after long play is your anal mucas?

Great replys people. Thank you for all your advice, tbh I hate living with my lie, my gf is wonderful as a person but when it comes to bedroom antics if she ain't drunk it's very vanilla so I'm kinda finding it hard to say the things I like, I'm sorta afraid she will leave me because of it. But I know what I like I'm gunna try to slowly show her this is what I like and it is turkey amazing feeling. I will let you all no go I get on but will be few weeks away while I try to break things up slowly, thanks for all your help guys

thank you for the advice on my partner I should really try taking things a lot slower with her, Ill try and be slow and gentle more and try make the connection better between us both, and your English is fantastic by the way

Thank you for your reply, my girl is totally against anal, she tryed it once and never again sort of thing, I have been reading a lot of what you put on here and your advice is excellent as are many other people on here. My problem is not really with her it's me who wants my ass played with but I just think she will never understand, anyways I'm not going to dwell on it I get some me time 2 times a week to play, just would be wonderful if we could go to bed and I could wip one of my dildos out and fuck myself. I just don't think she would ever understand my pleasures. Anyways I'm so happy it come across this board, you are all amazing and ur advice is priceless. One question I have for yourself busk is once you have fully prolapsed is there no going back? Like will it always come out on demand? and only stay up with surgery?

Hi, I'm totally new to this forum. This forum is something I have been looking for a long time, I have never seen myself as gay nor do I fancy men but from a young age I discovered I really liked playing with my asshole. I was very shy when I was in my teens and didn't have first gf till I was 16, i new I enjoyed a little anal but I just did it secretly as I was young and embarrassed at the thought of anyone finding out. I had collected a few toys to play with around the age of 18 but I got rid of them all in fear of them been found, remember I was young and had no one to open up too. I met my now partner of 8 years in 2008, stopped playing around with my ass from 2008 as I was scared to ever mention about my (taboo) to my partner. till like 2011 when I secretly bought a dildo for me to play with while she was out working, I no I did wrong here as I should have told her I enjoy playing with my ass but never had courage. As the years have gone by now 2017 were still together but I have a huge collection of toys hidden in the loft, some very big as u all can imagine. I get a lot of free time as she works nights so I get a lot of time to play. I just love everything about anal sex, I've never been with a male partner or ever cheating on my girlfriend other than with the dildos. I know she noes that I like anal sex but it's just something we dont talk about, she only brings it up in arguments and I just go quiet till the subject changes, she doesn't have a clue about all the toys I have hidden in the loft. She probably just thinks I like a cock in my arse, when really American bombshell bunker buster is more for me. I could explain more but basically I'm after advice on how I can break it to my partner on my love for anal sex, at the same time explain that I'm not into men just into there cocks well plastic/rubber/silicone versions of cocks, I want to spend the rest of my life with my girlfriend but I have a feeling I'm just trying to have my cake and eating it? Any help or advice would be great peeps. Btw I hope my post doesn't offend anyone as I like to think I show love and respect to everyone