badboyflow

Got in to anal in a weird way...5 years after I was raped. Now? I'm only interested in getting bigger and bigger objects in there. As for the time frame? Took me about half a year (from experimenting, to proper playing) to go from a single finger to four fingers when I was 17-18. 

YES! Wait... How about.. a duel, where the only weapon is a prolapse?

Hey guys! Went at it again today. Made some progress. Half an inch further than before but still can't get past the thumb. But i tried another position today..stood against the sink and tried to sit on my hand and THAT is how i went half an inch further. Going to try it again in a day or two..sooooo I hope I succeed in getting my fist in there. Another thing: when I pushing out, my ass lips get puckered like CRAZY! And i get a small gape and see a bit of the walls. Touched the walls when they're being pushed out. Feels AMAZING! Bye for now, people!

*sigh* didn't succeed. BUT, i still made good progress. Went an inch above my knuckles! But i couldn't go further because my wrist was hurting, i wasn't getting the right angle and i was feeling a bit of a rip but nothing bad happened. SOOOOOOO.. i'll probably go at it again in a day or two and hopefully get further somehow!

Hey everyone! Hope you're all fine. I've got some really great news today! Today, i watched shemale porn all day and i was REALLY horny. After seeing all that great anal stuff, i was feeling up to doing it myself. So, i cleaned myself thoroughly, and after feeling my hole looking really pouty (lol), i decided to lube myself up with some petroleum jelly. One finger went in really easily. Then i skipped two fingers and went straight up to three. No problem in that either. Then i put in number four... felt a bit of a stretch on that. So, i applied some more lube, and tried to make my hole more relaxed. It worked. So I tried to make my hand in to a duck billed shape and tried my best to get it more in. I wasn't really feeling that much of a stretch at this point so i tried to add my thumb to the duck bill too but i soon found out that it wasn't really helping me that much so i went to four fingers again and start to fuck myself with them....they were going to the last knuckle so i quickly added my to it again and started to work myself more fast. It didn't really help so i changed my position. First: on my side. This wasn't too much of a good position. Second: raised one leg and tried to do it again. It didn't help either. Third: laid on my back, put my knees beside my head, then tried to do it again. Again, it wasn't much help but i found out one more thing: that my left arm is less flexible and slightly shorter than my right. Finally, i decided to really push myself to the limit and i laid myself against the wall, put my duck billed shaped hand in my ass up to the last knuckle, and started using the wall to push my hand in my ass. It started to hurt, i was farting a bit (lol) and i was almost in....but then.... i couldn't risk tearing myself up badly so i took my hand out.... and what i saw was enough to stop me in my tracks. There was some blood on my fingers and my butt was hurting now. I knew that it wasn't that bad but i couldn't risk any more trouble. It was a really great experience. I'll definitely try it again tomorrow and hopefully, i'll be able to get my RIGHT fist up there! Thank you for your time people!

Thanks alot man! It really helped

I JUST GOT AN IDEA. Maybe I should try to get four fingers in, then stretch myself out and after that is done, try to get most part of my hand, without the thumb! I think that would be the best course of action for me.

till when?

hey guys! im here once again to talk about my progress..i gave myself a couple of enemas and then went to take a shower..at the start, I oiled up my pucker and slowly put one finger in..i went to my third finger quite easily..but the fourth was a really tight fit..and I actually felt myself loosen up..and also gave my prostate some much needed attention but forced myself not to cum as I have been forcing myself for a couple of weeks..what do I do after getting my fourth finger in??

another thing...i dont know where to get an enema kit in my country..so i just put the shower head to my sphincter and just start it up..but im still shitting after some time..and it kinda dehydrates me too..any info on this??

Thanks for the support guys...i havnt done anything for a couple of weeks now (not even a wank) and i think my sphincter is getting tighter again as i can barely get three fingers in there now..is there a good technique to make it loose again or do i start up all over again??

guys?? where'd you go??

well guys i finally managed to get four of my fingers in me...now i can insert my thumb too..but it doesnt go any further....what to do now??

I'm from Pakistan and FYI, I CAN buy dick shaped vegetables and fruits..and from what I can find for lube, is just Vaseline and normal oils which are actually meant for hair!!

Hi Guys! I'm a newbie here and i'm into a bit of anal..i've been trying for some self fisting.. So far, i can only get 4 of my fingers in my ass. Can anybody tell me about the whole process and what are the dangers and stuff in this? I dont have any toys because they're not available in my country.. just my hands and some vaseline!